In Loving Memory of Brady Marshal Patterson
January 30, 1992 - March 18, 2009

Oh Brady.. my brother is with you now. Losing him so young has brought up losing you all over again. But when I lost you, I can honestly say I became a better sister. Losing you taught me that we are not guaranteed time and that we should always show people how much we love them, because we never know if we are hugging someone for the last time. So thank you for that. Losing him hurts so much, but at least I know that my brother knew how much he was loved. And when I hugged him goodbye, I hugged him twice. Take care of him up there. Show him around. Can't wait to see you both again.

Not a day goes by that I don't keep you close to my thoughts. Things are so crazy these days. And I can't help but think of how different things would be if you where still here. You never needed anyone. You where a shining star in this dim world. 11years later and I still have never met anyone remotely close to you. A true homie. A true friend. A brother. I miss you now just as much as I ever did. I will keep pushing to create a life for myself that you would be proud of.

Miss you bud. Happy birthday

Happy 26th birthday Brady. Having a drink for you tonight! I love you

"You want a physicist to speak at your funeral. You want the physicist to talk to your grieving family about the conservation of energy, so they will understand that your energy has not died. You want the physicist to remind your sobbing mother about the first law of thermodynamics; that no energy gets created in the universe, and none is destroyed. You want your mother to know that all your energy, every vibration, every Btu of heat, every wave of every particle that was her beloved child remains with her in this world. You want the physicist to tell your weeping father that amid energies of the cosmos, you gave as good as you got.

And at one point you'd hope that the physicist would step down from the pulpit and walk to your brokenhearted spouse there in the pew and tell him that all the photons that ever bounced off your face, all the particles whose paths were interrupted by your smile, by the touch of your hair, hundreds of trillions of particles, have raced off like children, their ways forever changed by you. And as your widow rocks in the arms of a loving family, may the physicist let her know that all the photons that bounced from you were gathered in the particle detectors that are her eyes, that those photons created within her constellations of electromagnetically charged neurons whose energy will go on forever.

And the physicist will remind the congregation of how much of all our energy is given off as heat. There may be a few fanning themselves with their programs as he says it. And he will tell them that the warmth that flowed through you in life is still here, still part of all that we are, even as we who mourn continue the heat of our own lives.

And you'll want the physicist to explain to those who loved you that they need not have faith; indeed, they should not have faith. Let them know that they can measure, that scientists have measured precisely the conservation of energy and found it accurate, verifiable and consistent across space and time. You can hope your family will examine the evidence and satisfy themselves that the science is sound and that they'll be comforted to know your energy's still around. According to the law of the conservation of energy, not a bit of you is gone; you're just less orderly. Amen."

~ Aaron Freeman

You will always be a part of me. I feel your energy always.

R.I.P. Brady. You are missed.

May you have the happiest of Birthdays Marshal Play a special song for God, we loved the ones for us. We love you and miss you each and every day xoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxox

i love you and miss you always. Our new grand baby is so sweet and beautiful. He not only has your name sake but he looks just like Kelsey, who looks like a blonde you. He looks like all three of you. I know you've seen this. Houston had a very beautiful wedding and reception. we are very happy for them . I'm sure you saw the memorial at their reception that they included you in, I thought that was very honoring for you son, I'm sure you saw all of this as well. I love you so much and never ever stop missing you. I love you to the moon and back Brady Marshal Patterson. I know you also saw that ray is naming their son Brady after you. You are definitely unforgettable and timeless. all of my love from the bottom of my heart. xoxoxoxoxo mom

Miss ya Brady

I wanted the world til my whole world stopped.. You know a love like that aint easily forgot.

Today is hard because it's a reminder of another second, minute ,day we don't have you. We miss you each and every day Marshal xoxo

Time makes it easier to deal with but every year March rolls around and I feel the emptiness all over again. I miss you and wish you were still here with us. You should have been sitting with me at graduation. Can't believe tomorrow it will have been 6 years.

I treasure our last day together and relive everything we did that day It's all beautiful and you wore green:). It is ironic It's St. Patrick's Day a special day in our family and in your grand parents family because this is your heritage. I love you and we all miss you so much. It will never be the same ever .I know your making a mark with God in Heaven like you did to the world here. Walk with God Brady Marshal. we love you mom,dad ,case, and kels.

You are missed

http://youtu.be/FYfCPdXjPgw

Happy Happy Birthday Brady Marshal we love and miss you so much may our father in heaven have something special for you. This is for you .xoxoxoxo

well my Brady Marshal it has been 5 yrs and it still isn't any easier I know your with Our Father in Heaven and I thank him for that we love you and missssssss you dearly still each and every minute .I know you know Steph had her beautiful baby girl and I'm going to be a grammie again in July sure wish you were here for all the rest of our lives I just miss you my son xoxoxxo

Merry Christmas Marshal we miss you every day mom,dad case and kels

Love you Brades. Sure miss you.. every day.

R.I.P. Brady. You are missed.

R.I.P. Brady. You are missed.

I sure love you Marshal we all dearly miss you xoxoxox

R.I.P. Brady. You are missed.

It's so surreal I miss you more than my heart can stand ,I want to honor you,memorialize you for respect, and honor for all that you stood for, all that you were, and the many lives you touched and helped. God dearly blessed me with three gifts from God. You gave the world your heart, mind ,body, and soul,and athletic gifts in wrestling,skateboarding,and motocross, love of family, gifts of music and poetry,humor,wit,love,endurance,bonded friendships,words of wisdom, brotherly love and bonds,and just wonderful to be around you and your brothers are a light not boasting just a fact.We love you from the bottom of our soul,and will be so content when we all come home together forever love you so much Marshal

Mom xoxoxoxoxxoxoxo

R.I.P. Brady. You are missed.

I love you marshal Happy Special 22nd birthday I'm so proud to call you my son.May God dearly bless you today and always .xoxoxo

We love you very much.

I miss you so much it never changes you and your brothers and dad are and always will be my life . keep talking to me and playing me songs and coming to me in dreams please. xoxoxxooxxo Go and be Gods special angel that I know you are . I love you Brady Marshal Patterson mom

R.I.P. Brady. You are missed.

http://youtu.be/gw1h7wPkH1w I hope the angels know what they have.

I hate today. I miss you so much. Love you always.

Its been really close to four years and its still hard knowing youre gone. i sit and think about you and realize that no matter what you are watching over us and taking care of us. i just wish you were here to tell me everything is gonna be okay and that i have a purpose i don't know how to handle this not even after four years. i wish you could come back brady. Rip love you

Its nights like this that make me wish you were right here by my side, going through the stresses of life, college, relationships, and everything else!!! I miss you more than anything in the world and would give anything to just hear your voice again, come see me in my sleep tonight, please? So much has changed, yet how I feel about you will always remain the same. You're the best guardian angel I could ever ask for... and for that I am grateful... but the pain of losing you is always here, always in my heart, forever in my mind. Life gets so rushed that.. people just forget to enjoy the small things... why is that? what do we have to do that is so important that we can stop and enjoy the silence of a starry night? or the smell of fresh cut grass, or even the sunset. Sunsets are my favorite thing to get lost in, because as the sun goes down you can reflect on the day or days leading up to this moment and day dream about the future thats to come when the sunrises the next morning. I'm sure the view from heaven is better than mine down here, but always know that i miss you and i love you so damn much... as always your brothers and parents are in my prayers, much love to you and your family Brades, forever in my heart!

I miss you

I love you

Happy Birthday, Brady!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BRADY MARSHAL...WE SURE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU XOXOXOXO MOM DAD CASY AND KELSEY MAY GOD HOLD YOU ESPECIALLY CLOSE TODAYXOXOXO

Your birthday is coming up and it's all I can think about. Time sure flies, but you're still in my heart. Love you and miss you always.

merry christmas blessings marshal we dealy miss you

Miss you man. Alot of crazy stuff goin on. I havent forgotten about you though, and hopefully ill see you again someday. Love ya bro R.I.P.

having a hard time today. i miss you so much.

Where do I go from here, Brades? I don't understand my life or God's path for me. I'm so lost and confused. Everything just builds up and its too much. I just get lost in the things I'm not supposed to be doing.. and it scares me. I need to get my life on track and figure out what to do and where to go and who to keep and who to lose.. I miss you today, yesterday, and everyday from here on out. I know you are here trying to help and I thank you for that. You're an amazing friend and I can't thank you enough for being the one person I can count on. I love you so much and miss you so much more. Please don't forget to remember me. As always you are my best friend and always will be.

I miss you

I love you

wish you were with me today and everday love you marshal mom

It baffles my mind that you've been gone for over three years Brady. Everyone misses you. Keep everyones spirits up. Especially your parents and brothers. They miss you very much Brady.

Brady as the days go by I begin to miss you more and more. I still can't belive you are gone. But you are still with us in our hearts and I know every waking moment you are watching over us I love you bunches brady don't ever forget that. I love you with all my heart and soul. forever an a day.

not just today .....EVERY SINGLE DAY Marshal ......sooo much .....mom

I miss you Brady.

oh Brady

I think about all the time. I miss you.

Missin you, buddy

Brady you popped into my head today and I remembered your page and then I once again read your poem. I just want you to know that you are what's getting me through my last two weeks of ait 5000 miles away from home... Miss you guy

I sit and think about you a lot.. in many ways...

I love you still to this day and always will.

You will always have a place in my heart, always.

Saturday February 18 I will be getting a tattoo..

"Such A Life To Remember"

This is for you, and many others...

It will help me remember everyone I have lost... Especially you.

But it will also remind me to live each day to the fullest no matter what... making my life one to remember.

I miss you

I love you.

ALWAYS...

Happy birthday Brady. Can't believe you would've been in your 20's today. I miss you. Love you kid

I cant believe you would be 20 yrs old today.I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO HAVE YOU HERE FOR YOUR VERY SPECIAL BIRTHDAY! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I TRULY MISS IT ALL MARSHALHAPPYSPECIAL BIRTHDAY XOXOX MOM

Hello Brady,

Again we never actually met, but you had an impact on a lot of people I love. Thank you. Again.

Sure missin you kid!....already into another new year, kind of hard to believe! love ya much buddy

merry christmas marshal weure love you and miss you mom dad case an kels xoxoxxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo

Merry Christmas Brades.

Missin you soooo bad!

I hope all is well.

Watch over your family through out the holiday season. :)

I love you!

Missin you bad...

I love you.

I'm sorry for all the moments you weren't in my life.

Kev an I still say cheenie weanie fungus....but not quite like the way you mastered it haha. Love you brady

Hey, been thinking about you alot lately, it's crazy you've been gone for so long. Everyone misses you like crazy bud! we all love you. Send support for the football team, headin' for state once again this year

I love you B.M.P!!!!

Its homecoming tonight. We are playing Lander i beleive. We miss you bunches, I miss you bunches. Help us win the game Brades.

XOXO

Hey you!

I just wanted you to know how much I missed you... which is a TON! I've been thinking about you alot lately, not that I don't think about you everyday... but lately, I spend hours thinking about you. I wish you were here to talk to, that would be nice. I know I can still talk to you though so thats what I've been doing. Well I miss you so much.

I love you!

R.I.P. Brady. You are missed.

sure love you marshal and miss you each and eveery day xoxoxo

Hey man just dropping a line to say that we miss ya man. Some of the old group is going thru some hard times man, Just keep an eye out ova us. We know you are watching.

Much love bro. Miss Ya.

It feels like you have been gone only a short amount of time Brady, we all miss your face around here. You were like the light of everyone's day. It didn't matter who it was you were friends with everyone. You made a change in this world. Hope your having fun in heaven, save a place for me. Can't wait to see you again some day. Can't believe it has been 2yrs and almost 3months since you been gone. Hope you are watching over your family most of all your little brother's. Miss you bunches brady and Love you like crazy.

Brades...

I found something of yours the otherday, which is funny cause I can remember telling you I gave it back and you always laughed and said that I hadn't, well.. you were right. :) I miss you so much, and just wish... wish for one more day with you. Thats all I want. I love you so much and not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I'll see you someday, I know I will. You'll always be in my heart, no matter what.

I miss you.

I love you.

Always

today as everyday i miss you,i miss it all xoxo love you with all of my heart marshal

I can still remember the days we bugged you at the pool. When we annoyed you or said stupid things until you couldn't help but smile. We miss you tons here!!

I wish Heaven had a phone so I could hear your voice again.. I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake, from which i'll never part. God has you in his arms.. I have you in my heart.

Hey man, not having the best time today alot is on my plate and i dont know how im going to deal with everything. Its two days until my 20th bday man. Wish i could see u there. Miss ya man.

Brady,

theres still not a day that goes by without me thinkin of you. i cant believe its been 2 years today. i miss you man. still seems like just yesterday i was giving you that ride home. or we were back at the skate park. i remember one of the last things you said to me on march 17th, 2009. i was driving quintons car, even tho i was only 14, and i saw u walkin. we decided to pick u up and were blaring a song. haha do u remember which song? you made us start it over when u got in and yelled over the music "i love this song!". i wont forget you bro. i never could. someday i will see you again and we will tear it up in God's skatepark. love u bro.

hello, i've been thinking about you alot the last few days. i looked through the pictures we took at the fairgrounds and i couldn help but cry a little, i know youd be tellin me toughen up but i cant help it i miss you so much..i love you forever.

Happy Birthday, Brady. I miss you.

happy birthday :) gonna celebrate it here in fort collins tonight! love ya

HAPPY HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY BRADY MARSHAL,hope you liked your balloons. We dearly miss you today....and everyday.!!!!We love you so muchxoxoxox.mom,dad,casey,kelsey

Happy B-Day Bro. Miss ya man.

Some people never really live. You lived your life to the fullest!

BRADY...Help them all with GOD'S help xoxo...

merry christmas marshal sure do miss you and wish you were here to spend this blessed day with us .But look you ultimately are spending it with our beloved GOD,AND HIS SON.Blessings to you and all.......of our love.xoxoxox love you Bradyxoxoxo

hey brades.

i miss you. and my brother now too.

i wish life wasn't so easy to lose.

because there's nothing easy about the pain afterwards.

i'm still fighting to hold on day to day.

but the fact remains that i will see you and will one day.

so till then i'll just keep falling and getting back up.

i love you dearly,

and you're always in my heart.

Hey, its ur lil sis.....jus dropping by to say hey and i love and think about you all the time.....i miss you and i cry for you all the time......you will be missed in the stanley famliey,......

yours always

Ashley Stanley

Brady, Me and my friend are devastated you are gone, you were our worlds but you will always be in our hearts

wow.... cant believe how much time has gone by...... hope your doing good up in heaven.... i know i barely knew you but you were pretty cool.... well take care buddy!!!! WE LOVE YOU BRADY!!!! you were, "Gone too soon, but never forgotten!!!!!!"

Omg I can't believe its been 1 year and 7 months as of yesterday. Kid i miss you soo much I can't even think about the last time i seen you in person. I can't believe it. I miss you sooo much. Miss you so much brady wish i could have spent one more day with you and been able to be there for you as much as i wasn't there for you. You were my boyfriend one minute and gone the next i felt like something had left me. And of course you had left me. A piece of my heart that was yours is still here with me.. Wish you were too.

hey brady its been awhile since ive seen you and i really miss you .. i remember all of the good times we used to have back in the day. i least i know that your hear everyday with me and i think about you all the time.. i love you brady and miss you bunches

looking at you and your brothers pictures today.One thing I do know is you have all of those very special memories in your heart,.......forevever,...too!!! It doesn't seem like 1year and seven months today. I am glad you got to do everything you loved.I will always treasure all of our pictures but especially the last one taken on Halloween 1yr an 7 mos ago in the yard with your brothers and your bikes,gear,trophies ,plaques,that got in the paper.Right before you went to do your haunted house.I'm glad we did all of the things we did in our life for you and your brothers.I know you are too.Every day is hard some just harder than others.I'm so proud of you,I always have been,always will be.God dearly blessed me with you and your brothers and I thank him for it.All of my love Marshal with all of my heart.spirit,and soul.Missin you xoxxoxo mom.

A peom in memory of you.

If tears could build a stairway

and memories could build a land

we would walk right up to heaven

and bring you back again

Our hearts still ache with sadness

and secret tears still flow

what it meant to lose you

no one can ever know

we think of you in silence

we often speak your name

your memory is our keep sake

with which we'll never part

since youll never be forgoten

we pledge to you today

a hallowed place within our hearts

is where you'll alway stay

God has you in his keeping

we have you in our hearts

- Unknown author

We love and miss you brades. There's a memorial on the 9th at the skate park in memory of all of you giaz.

Everyone will be there:)

I love you brades

Stay close by your side.

May god bless!

Ahh Brady.. I'm missing you today. Had to cry today. But there's some things I just can't change, no matter how hard I wish I could. I just wish I had someone to watch Titanic with! No one else likes that movie.

I miss you more and more everyday.

i miss you brades. why does it still hurt like it was the day off still? the pain doesnt decress. just the time till i see you again does. thank god for that. love you. see you soon.

We miss you all dearly:) By your side always. We love you Brady. R.I.P

i miss you Brady.

Well it's my senior year and it's going by so fast it's not that long until I graduate just wish that you could be here. Never thought I would make it this far without you. You have inspired me soo much. Brady we will always miss you and remember you just hope that you are up there having fun!:) Everybody has been talking about you so much lately and I just feel like here it's nothing without you. You are the best but you have inspired me so much. By telling me to stay in school and to not let everyone get the best of me. Miss you soo much brady wish i could have had one last time to tell you how much you meant to me, You mean the world to me and I will never forget you. Hope to see you soon brady.! love you with all my heart forever and always

Hey man just droppin a note to let ya know I miss ya homie n. I'm always keppin ya in my heart. Also I'm a college fool now ha ha prolly thought u never see that one huh. Well miss ya man hit ya up later

One love bro!

everyones talking about everything we could've done but didn't, the things we should've done but never got around to it. I miss you.

man i love you. thanks for stopping by the other day :) it felt so good to be able to feel your presence so strong. it made me miss you more but gave me that peace you know i needed. i'm glad you liked it. i knew you would. too bad you're missing out on the new ramp! but i'm sure The Big Guy has already built you a much better one. I don't really feel like you missed out though, because like I already said, your presence was so strong, I know you were there. Just chillin with us laughing at people eating it. I had you back for a day Brades, and it was one of the best days of my life. Put in a good word for me up there because my time will come before I know it and I'd like to learn how to make a rainbow. I'm glad you kids are doing well up there. See you later Brades.

PS. You told me I didn't and I told you I did! You told me I wouldn't and I told you I would! And I did and I have! So there.

Love you.

Hey Brady, never talked much, but when we did it was fun. Hope to see you soon. Love ya kid.

Well brady its 4 in the morning and im just sitting here awake. wishing you could be here. Just partying with us miss you bunches. LOVE YA

The 4th, i am just sitting up in Casper remembering the good ole times with all the good ole people, miss you man and will see you soon.

heya hun i miss you soo much. there was a party tonite n dalton was there n it made me membr the nite you n him snuck out to see me and hit a fence in the prosess lol. its days like this i wish i could hav had just one more day with you..i miss you more n more evryday. i hope you in a bettr place, i love you and i miss you.

brady also has a site on facebook

I remember the days we spent together at preschool just hanging out doing what we did back then! I can't wait to see you one day so we can catch up! Even though I haven't talked to you since we were little know that I still love you forever and always!!!

I sure am proud to be your mom, I miss you every second of every minute of every day,your brothers ride in your honor and look how they are doing,for you Marshal your dad is doing better. Every second is hard Katie came to see us.We love her so much

we miss you daily marshal God dearly bless you my lovins. xoxoxooxxoxoxoxoxooooxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxo xoxxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxooxxoxoxoxxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxooxxoxoxoxxoxoxo

~ mom.

Four hundred and fifty one days.

Four hundred and fifty one days I have cried over you, sometimes by myself and sometimes not. You may see it, and I believe you do, that one day soon I'll be there with you. One thing that I learned with my time with you is that you are amazing, and the best friend anyone could ask for. No matter what happened I knew you were there for me and I wish I still had that. Connecting with your family again was something that I have wished for for awhile now, and talking to them at graduation practice and graduation was enlightening and just what I needed. Hugging Toni and Jake made me feel... Almost whole again. I really really miss you, more than anything Brades and my life just isn't complete without you or your advice. Remembering the past year and three months really tears me up inside and out and I can only imagine what your family feels everyday. My prayers go out to them everyday.

I hope to see you soon, to embrace you.

I miss you everyday and will forever more.

I love you Brady.

hey Brady how u doing i hope u and the rest of the friends and family up there are having fun looking down on all of us making sure were doing good and watching the journey of our lives well we all love u and miss u dearly

~LOVE YOU~

Brady, i miss u so much i cry alot and think about u all the time casue u were like a brother to me and it breaks my heart that ur gone now ... me jake and josh miss u sooo much even my mom think about u all the time

hey man, hows it goin? we miss you tons and tons.we could just imagine you walking accross the stage when they call your name at graduation but they did do a little thing for you,Levi and Skye. we love you and miss you! R.I.P Brady.

Graduation was a while ago.. NN you wernt there to walk. But in our minds both you and skye both walked proudly. You got your honerary deploma:) I hope your proud of yourself:) You put yourself out there for every one to see. to say hey im Brady and no one can be me but me! Thats why we all love you. Your missed dearly but we all know that your still with us. I dont go a day, minute, even second without thinking about you, Skye, and more than ever Levi! We miss you all. and we all know you guys are watching over us. Your fam. everyone:) You have inspired so many people its insane! Your brothers try there hardest to take first in everything they can for you! Never forget the summer of oh' 8:) We all love and miss you. For ever and always:)- Your friends yo'

You are missed and loved very much.

I look around Douglas and you are everywhere.

At the skate park, the high school and the tracks.

When your name comes up in a conversation

peoples faces light up as tears fall down their

faces....they are remembering you and all the

great things you did and fun times they had

with you.RIP....your never alone.you will

always be with friends and family in their

memories.I never really got the chance to

know your Brady but now I regret, and

always will that I didnt make more of an

effert to be there for you.

Brady, I miss you so much. Thanks for being such a great friend.

Its time for graduation, and your not here. :( we all would love to see you walk across that stage with us. in our hearts you will walk with everyone of us. both you and skye. you are truly missed and i don't go a day without thinking about you.

hey buddy how u doing i hope u are doing good up there we miss u and love u will see all u guys soon

R.I.P. Brady. You are missed.

OH.....BRADYEven though it's been a landmark of one year without you,everyday is so hard without you!We miss you every second of every minute of everyday.I do have peace knowing you are in a beloved place with God in Heaven.However we still cry and hurt without you.You are our heart and soul and we will never be the same without you.You are the piece that completes our puzzle.I deeply thank God for hand picking your dad and I to raise such a wonderful person in you! Because he picked us & helped us to raise you in such a way, God helped us make you into the awesome man you were becoming.We treasure your christianity,your loving heart,your humor,wit,your incredible mind,your very unique& special personality,the deep love in your heart for your music,guitar,skateboarding,motocross,and wrestling.As well as your very intense love of your friends, family ,your brothers ,and your dad and I.We treasure the special times you had with eachand every one of us!!God blessed you with being the kind of person that after they met you they were hooked,& would love you forever,and want to be apart of you always.We were blessed & lucky enough to help you become this person,with Gods help.18 years ago and up until today,people loved you so....much.From 1 year ago yesterday-when you left us,you have deeply touched so many peoples hearts.1 year later there are so many people that still miss you so much and hurt for you.Hundreds Brades but you know....So onyour 1 year anniversary we had a blessed day!!We recieved cards,flowers, balloons,gifts,and blogs on your sight,all for you Marshal.We also got to have thelove of our family,your friends,which are our family around us all day.We all told stories,remembered special memories,talks,or a special time with you.When you were a part of us it was everlasting,you are life changing,in life and in death.None mof us will ever be the same without you again.I love the fact that you share the same memories,and will hold them dear to you forever as well.That was always our goal as you already know You can't take it with you , we were right.What a blessing,all this love for you Marshal& for us!! Brady...you are a divine inspiration to your brothers.They just won first place championship in the arenacross kicker circuit, for you Brades,this keeps them going for you.I deeply and humbly thank God for it all.As we try to get through another second,minute,day without a big piece of our heart and soul that will not be complete till we hold you again.We love you and miss you so much.I'm glad your with God in heaven,in a blessed place,I wish I was with you.I know you keep telling me ,we'll all be together again I can't wait!,that keeps me going!!!!Thanks for all of the songs.ALL OF OUR LOVE,HUGS,KISSES,MOM,DAD,CASEY,KELSEY may god dearly bless youxoxoxxooxoxoxxoxooxoxox

hey brady...i know i didnt know the greatest but i knew you lol..i just wanted to write this to you because every time i hung out with one of my friends and they hung out with you...was sooo fun i remember all the good times we had together...i miss you alot i really do and i wish you were stilll here and we could be doing what we use to lol driving around hangin out lol i love you brady and you are always in my heart! i love you and miss you!

i miss you

i wish that you were here to give me a punch in the arm

and say knock it off.

just wait til we all see you again.

love you brady

Thinking of your family today. May God continue to give them strength and peace!

Everyday... you are missed. Thinking of your family today Brady. I'm praying for them. You know how much our lives here have changed, don't be made when we cry, it just hurts so bad sometimes. everyday for a year your family longs for you to be here. but who would .. even if we could.. bring you back here from Heaven?! There you are free, burdens gone... that is peace to us. May God hold your family and friends extra close today!!

Hey Brades,

I've never written here, because I talk to you anyway in prayers, but today really sucks. I miss you friend. It's been a long year thinking about you and missing you, but I know you'll be in my heart for the rest of my life. You were a life-changing friend. And you taught me so much. This year without you has been hard but so many good things have happened too. Your brothers are doing so well, and accomplishing so much. We miss you being here, but I know you're with them at every race and every day. You would've been 18 now.. The wrestling team took 1st this year for you. I bet you're pretty proud of your friends. I hope you're proud of me too. I'm so proud to have called you my friend, and I want to thank you for always being there for me, even at 3 in the morning. Thank you for all you have given me and continue to give me. Thank you for yor wisdom and all you have taught me about love, life, and friendship. You bless me and give me strength every day. And I know you'll always watch over us.

" Some broken hearts never mend, some memories never end, some tears never dry, my love for you will never die." Heard that on the radio a year ago today..

I think though that this is what I'm getting tattooed. What do you think?

Dying To Live - Living Forever

Making Each Day One Worth Remembering

Love you so much Brades- Forever Best Friends

I know you're shining down on me from Heaven :)

Hey bother. lol i miss that.

i'm spending the day with your family. i miss you....

i know how bad you hated fake people and i hate them too.

Now that your gone there are so many of them.

I have been having dreams about you this month and if they arent about you then they are just plain weird ones.

I think you are doing that, idk why but i know they have a message in them.

i love you man.. see you soon!

I love you, you should know that. I always will.

Looking back isn't fun, Not enough good memories... and sure not enough with you. My prayers go out to your family, and the many people who loved you. You really are missed down here... And I definitely haven't accepted this. Your family weighs heavily on my heart everyday, I wish them the best.

I love you.

I miss you Brades.

I'll be seein you.

Wow Brady its hard to beleive you've been gone for a year in less than a couple hours. =/ Be with your family because tommrrow is going to be a hard day for them =/ R.I.P :) Love ya man

So hard to believe it's been a year. I have been thinking about you all day. You are so loved and so missed.

One more day kid... I just cant believe its been a year.. It still hasnt hit meh.. but im sure it will tomorrow! I'll be here for you.. always! I love you! I hope your hittin it up with some people up there for us! Dont be in pain please! Ima pray for you tomorrow! Hit us up down here.. talk to us!Well i dont have much more to say other than.. I miss you.. A ton!! I love you..:)

So.... who would of known man. a year tomorow. SO MANY people care bout ya braids. well life has been hetic for me buddy, i cry so much bout you, we should be partyin and you should be stuffin metal music down my windpipe lol. I just want you to know that the happyest times of my life were with you, and huey and jordan and luis... so many times i wish i could re live. just for a day with you, a damn hour... i would tow the lines to hell and back a million times and more. You took a part of me with you when you left, and i cant ever get it back, I wont ever have another friend like you. remember glendo? lol skinny dipping at three in the morning, singing sublime songs round the campfire, lol the funniest times of my life. You were the apple of your dads eye, and he just wanted the best for you. thats all man. well i will drop by tomorow again. i just pray i was as good a friend to you as you were to me. You are my lil brother... RIP *$B.M.P$*... i wont ever forget you Brady. people come and go, but you never left. Love you braids

I know today is a hard day for your family, but they are in my Prayers, and i know you are watching over them. But i know your family is strong, Just think of the good times and keep your head high

wow it will be a year tomorrow thats a long time. I hope your doing good hun, we miss you down here. Youve missed alot, All of us wish you could of been here. Remember that you are loved and missed dearly. Rest in peace Brady~

Two more days man. I can't believe it has been this long already it hurts to think about we all miss u man. We miss talking to u seeing u in the halls man even those who didn't know u miss u. Be with us all espesially your family they need u man we all do hope ur doin ok up there miss u man.

Thinking of you today, thinking of your family, the 18th is coming quickly and impossible to believe. Hope endures and God is our strength.

One year ago yesterday... that was the last time I hugged you.

I miss you.

Hey Brady.

I didn't really know you that well but I was just reading through your comments, turns out my neice was born the same day as you. pretty cool :) we all miss ya. Hope your havin a great time up there and not hurtin one tiny bit. Love you!!:)

RIP Brady...

HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY BRADY!!!! I CANT BELIEVE ITS BEEN ALMOST A YEAR SENSE YOU'VE BEEN GONE!!!!! WE REALLY MISS YOU!!!!

I was thinking about you today Brady, and missing you...I have such great memories of every time we all got together...and one special time that comes to mind was when you were 1 years old. Your Aunt Tammy and I were so excited to come to Salt Lake City to take care of you while your mom and dad went to the hospital to have your baby brother, Casey. We arrived in SLC just in time for your mom to head off to the hospital but not before she handed us 15 pages (front and back) of specific instructions on how to take care of you every second of every minute of every hour of every day that she would be away....(She loved you so much, you were her whole world and she had never been away from you, not even for one day and wanted everything to be just perfect for you... but come on...I had 3 young sons of my own...like I didn't know how to change a diaper...yep, right there on page 2 !!) So, we smiled and assured her that we would follow every instruction down to the last detail. After she left, we glanced over the "BOOK" of instructions before giving it a new home in the trash and proceeding to have as much fun as we possibly could with you for the next few days...(None of which was included in her instructions) Now, while your mom was in the hospital, she would call several times a day to check on you and make sure we had you on the exact schedule she had outlined in the "BOOK" of instructions. (Like...it's 10:00a.m. Did you already do everything on page one and two with Brady and is Brady watching Barny with his special Barny bib on and his Barny socks and drinking his special juicy out of his blue sippy cup and eating his 3 pre-prepared crackers with 1/4 teaspoon of peanutbutter on 2 of them and 1/8 teaspoon of jelly on the 3rd one while he sits on his special green chair at a 90 degree angle from the TV while you sing all of the Barny songs with him-(she had written out all the words to all of the Barny songs so we could memorize them)...OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We would try to keep a straight face and not let her hear us laughing as we agreed with her, that all that was happening when all the while, we were dancing with you and rocking out with you to U2 and Michael Jackson while we let you pick out whatever you wanted to wear and eat and play...(definitely NOT on the list of approved attire, foods or activities!!)...Anyway...we had a great time spoiling you for a few days back in 1993 and wouldn't have missed spending that time with you for the world. Love you and miss you Brady. Happy Birthday!...I'm sure Granma Terry and Granpa Bud had a special celebration for you today...

YOUR BROTHERS WON FOR YOU TODAY KELSEY TOOK FIRST,CASEY TOOK SECOND,AND FOURTH, FOR THEM AND FOR YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM US TO YOU BRADY,YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AND WILL ALWAYS BE OUR HEART AND SOUL WE WILL ALWAYS LIVE WITH YOU IN OUR HEART,SPIRIT,AND SOUL.GOD BLESS YOU MY SON WE LOVE YOU DEARLY AND MISS YOU ALWAYS.TILL WE ARE TOGETHER AGAIN.WERE WITH YOU IN SPIRIT,PRAYER AND HEART AND SOUL.LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER MARSHAL.!!!!!!!!!!XOXOXXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXXOX HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOD BE WITH YOU,AND BLESS YOU!!!!

Happy Birthday Brades. Some friends and I let two balloons go today. One at the skate park and one out at the track. I miss you more than anything and I hope you know that. I love you and not a day goes by that I don't think of you. Not a day goes by that I don't want to hear your voice. I just want to be there with you. Just be around you.

I miss you.

I love you.

R.I.P. Brady. You are missed.

H appy Birthday Brady i miss you sooooo much!

R.I.P. Brady. You are missed.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRADY MARSHAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW GOD WILL MAKE IT VERY SPECIAL!! ALL OUR LOVE MOM,DAD, CASEY,KELSEYXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXXOXOXOOX

Happy Birthday Brady we sure do miss you here in douglas. not only there but everywhere in this world. I know all these people miss seeing you around. You made our lives happy. even though you are not here to be able to spend it with us we know that you are still up there watching us and probably saying we are making too much out of this but we love you brady and always will. we will someday see you. maybe someday soon. love ya brady and miss you more then anything. i miss you too but i cant really say that i seen you everyday i met you twice before this horrible thing happened. and i wish that i could have met you more then that because you were a wonderful person. love always. ~*~

Happy 18th Birthday, Brady. I love you.

Wow Brades i cant believe your birthday is tomorrow ='[

we all miss you so much dude.

Hope your being good up there.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH

RIP

Hey Brady. I thought i would wish you a happy early birthday just in case i forget.....even though i would never do that. Not things the same with out you. We used to hang out all the time. I miss you a ton buddy.....i love you!

Brady,

It's been about way too long. Theres not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. Please know that I love you dearly and Brady you will always be in my heart. Saturday is your birthday and it's going to be hard on everyone. I love you soo much and I miss you. I'm glad your in a better place now though. I'v been hoping your happy.

R.I.P

I love you Brady Marshel Patterson..

Love always,

Amber... :(

i missed you with wrestling season this year

my next pin is for you dude.

rip brady patterson

were thinking about you.

hey brady,

i never really have met you before, but you've wrestled my brother quite a bit! and have always been there at the tournaments and you were a good wrestler, trying and doing your best no matter what! we all miss you so much! i hope that its treating you well up there! i'll see you someday mister. you'll never be forgotten! love you brady!

i hope ur up there watching over us

merry christmas my luvins we all love you from the bottom of our hearts, walk with god in peace and love we miss you more than words ,thoughts ,or prayers ,ever can say!!!!! your loving family

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxo

I miss you.

Alot.

We all miss u buddy. we think about u everyday. not a day goes on that i dont stop and think damn why cant i see him in the hall with his big headphones around his head not listening to a word anyone is saying. u made a big impact on my life. i know that i didnt know u that well but for the time being that i did know u. My life was so wonderful and cheerful. u made it worth it. i remember the late nights that we could spend talking on the phone forever and not even say anything important it was just wonderful to be able to hear ur voice and know that i could tell you all my problems and you would be there for me or try to tell me how to solve it. Dang brady i cant even say this without starting to cry we all miss you here at douglas high school. School this year is not the same there is more drama then you could ever imagine. miss you BRADY R.I.P

ah yesterday was the first meet in torrington..i know you couldnt be there.. but i know u were watchin them from up there.

i keep thinkin about the wrestling meet when u walked up with kev an asked for my necklace.

i shoulda said yes.

miss you brady..

hey man. its turkey day haha

i been thinkin about you lately. wrestling season has started and we'd be wrestling each other for weight. id have to say i think i would win =] haha just messin you always got me.

but i know your probably up there with levi right now and i just want you to know i miss you.

we all do.

love you bro.

hey brady i miss you =[ its so different w/o you here.

RIP

love you

Miss you :(((

hey brades wats new with u hope your havin a good time homie i just wanted to say wad up and hope u 3 R DOING OK WELL ALL OF US SENIORS ARE GETTING READY TO GRADUATE KEEP IT TELL THEM I SAY WAD UP

REST IN PEACE CUZIN

JACOB RILEY MAY

i met you once, at the simming pool one year when you were life garding. I think of you often even though i didnt know you.

RIP Brady Patterson

hey brady, we never did hang out much but u were so cool to chill with and everyone misses you so much, but we all know that your in a better place now. R.I.P Brady and i miss u man

We thought of you with love today,

But that is nothing new.

We thought about you yesterday.

And days before that too.

We think of you in silence.

We often speak your name.

Now all we have is memories.

And your picture in a frame.

Your memory is our keepsake.

With which we'll never part.

God has you in his keeping.

We have you in our heart.

so i get on here almost every day and i always want to say something but i never know what to say but heres my best shot.... we werent the greatest of friends but when i got the forward from kenny it brought tears to my eyes. then i asked him what happended and he told me... after that i always wanted to know why. why you and why i couldnt have been there.. i wanted to go to the funeral but i couldnt same with skyes and levis.. i guess i just want to say you are missed and even though we didnt really get a chance to really get to know eachother from what i did know you seemed like an amazing person. and i hope you are happier

STILL CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR GONE BRADY!!!!!

I MISS YOU!!!!!!!

we all miss you very much R.I.P.

hey we miss you

brady i didnt know you well but my brother did and he misses you so much everyone here does me and my friend waana say although we didnt kno you we think about you. i hope the my brother will see you again some day rest in peace

with love

hey brady .. i remember all the good times we had together with everyone.. i miss you alot !!

Braidy,

Dang kid... 6 months seems like a life time ago =( I miss you so much braidy! But I hope your up there... flappin your wings... hanging out with Levi and Skye... Keep outta trouble Braidy! =] There will always be a place in my heart for you...

Oh and Braidy... watch over all your friends and family... it's still very hard to go through with the death... of a very special person... You are amazing Braidy!

I LOVE YOU!

You will always be in my thoughts =]

xoxo

have fun... and don't pick on Skye too much =]

Wow, Its crazy to think "I went to school with this kid" He sure was lively and he had the cutest darn toothless smile. Im not afraid to admitt I remember having the BIGGEST crush on him. Its so crazy to think hes gone. But he is in a better place. He may have left us but his soul and memory remains. As time passed we spread apart but he was still an amazing person when I did see him and he loved to make me smile. He was good at it to. We all love you Brady and always will. Rest in peace honey.

Brady I miss you so much. I can't stop thinking of our memories. You will always be in my heart. I miss you so much man! I wish you were still here I need one of your hugs.

I love you brady

i miss you like crazy.

hey

i swear that this is not the right time to be living in Douglas... it is like everybody is getting hurt or someone is dying... we have lost two very important people in the past week and it sucks... it really does.... I just don't know what to do anymore.

Hey Brady, Douglas is turning into a disaster. we have lost 2 people. Which realllly sucks! Hope everything is well up there! See you someday. We all miss you.!

Brades...

Douglas is fallin apart. I honestly don't know what to do anymore. Life sucks. I hope you are looking out for those who your life touched... We really need it right now. Nothing is going right... We have lost two people this past week, we don't want it to happen again. We all miss you.

I love you.

hey man wow its been a while but not a day goes by that i dont miss you . almost seven months man and still i wanna cry wishing that this was all just a bad dream. we recently lost two more good friends and its like the pain just comes rushing back. its like its happening all over again plus more. and idk man i miss you. help us all through these times. guide us protect us let us know youre here man. be with your friends and be with your family they need you now everyone does.

love you brady

miss you too

hey brady,

not a day goes by that i dont think about you,it breaks my heart to now that i will not be able to see you again, everyday i ask myself how can i live without you. you were my world, you brioghtened my day, when i was sad youbrought me and made me happy, no matter what was going on,i love you so much and never will forget wat we had together. My life isnt the same without you here, but i no your watching over me, and you will guide me and keep me from safe from all harm. I MISS YOU BRADY MARSHAL PATTERSON

hey brady

how are you? good? bad? oh i dont know you will tell me some how. we all miss you at school. we really do. well we will see you again someday.

hey brady, we miss you to much. we love you so much and you are the best even if your gone. you did alot for us and we will celebrate you and always remember you!!!

Brady, I miss you soooo much!!! Nothing is the same without you.

We all miss you so much! Its not the same without you!!!!

I miss you so much, Douglas just isnt the same, at all.

Hey Brady we all miss you very much. Last night was homecoming we played the wheatland bulldogs and we won 20 to 3 :) the dance was ok. And um another thing happened but someone else can tell you about it. Well anyways love and miss you Brady,, hope your doing great where ever you are.

School is the same without you! It is so weird not seeing you every day! You gave me a life i would never wanna forget! And one day we will reunite! I'm sure you heard well love you!

you sure did teach me alot...like how life is so short so live it up, school is not the same without you, and i dont think it every will be...i hope your havin fun watching over us.

RIP

With 6 months behind us, this still isn't any easier. not a single day passes with out you running through my mind. Douglas has changed. school sucks. not that it was ever good but its just that much harder now. I miss you Brady Patterson. I regret never saying thank you. you were one of the few people i could trust and rely on. you have helped more people than you can ever imagine. unfortunately I didn't realize this when you were here. you never know what you have until its gone. that's true Brady. you were an amazing gift to this town and to this world. I miss you so much Brades. always know that you have a special place in my heart where you can stay forever. please watch over all of us down here. especially your family and your brothers. everyone loves and misses you. I love you so much Brady.

im sure you know this but douglas sucks. school is not the same. but we are fighting for lime green as our class color and gowns and stuff. just for you dude. in about 2 months im getting a tattoo for you.

its been 5 months since you left and its so hard for me to comprehend that. its almost like your still here ya know? i still get the urge to call you everytime i see your name in my phone. for a while i would call just to listen to your voice mail. i miss you so bad. i still have those stickers in my car that you told me never to get rid of. even if i sell my car im going to have to get those stickers out. haha. :)

we have a lot of good memories together. not a single day passes that i dont think of you at least once. i wish we could sit and talk like we all used to. those were some of the best times of my life. thank you for being a part of my life Brady. you were there 5 months and twelve days ago and you still are still here right now. you will always be a part of all of us. we all miss you so bad! ill keep you up dated on our sweet graduation stuff!! :) we love you!!

hey man wish u didnt have to go so soon and the number 490 i will always remember R.I.P

theres not a day that goes by that you dont cross my mind in some way. youve made a huge impact on this town kid.

Brades...

Today is month number five, Aug. 18, 2009. School is just around the corner. I don't want to go. Remembering the things you promised me, the times we were suppose to have... I knew when I woke up that today was the 18th, but it didn't really hit me until I was at work, the first time I had been alone all day, I started to cry... I couldn't stop myself. I'm not looking forward to this school year, nor the one after that. The next two years were suppose to be full of unforgettable memories with the two of us right there. I honestly do not know where my life would be if you were still here, I know it wouldn't be where I am; I would have made different choices, cause you would have been there to guide me, to help me.. You should know that you are always on my mind, and that dream I had a few nights ago, where I got to see you and hug you again, it was amazing.. I woke with a smile on my face, though I wish you would have given me a better answer to my question. I miss you with all of my heart Brady, it hurts every minute of everyday.

I've realized that life goes on, though I'm not sure how... But it does. I feel sorry for those people who say mean and rude things about you, they have no right. And I feel sorry for them because if they have the nerve to say anything bad about you, it's because they never got the chance to meet you. I'm a better person because you were in my life, it will stay that way so long as I'm on this earth. No one should doubt how much I cared about you, I know that I didn't show it as well as I should of... But I did love you, so far beyond anything else and I don't care what people say about it anymore, I know how I feel and I know you now know also.

I miss you.

I love you.

I always will.

The parade was yesterday. it was weird to not see you on the wrestling float... so i didnt even go. i slept, like always. i miss you.. an i know everyone else misses you to. i love you.

brady, talking about you leaving this world doesnt make it any easier and its worse to hold in side. i remember sitting in front of the skate park with you, telling you that it makes it worse to keep it bottled up... i miss you brady i miss being able to pick up the phone and call you when i needed a friend. still i dont believe that your really gone. i still want to text you every time i scroll past your name in my phone. me and you only hung out a few times but that one day we went out to the ranch with everyone is the greatest memory of you i have. i dont drop by too often but you and your family have been in my thoughts ever since that day. i miss you... what else is there to say? love ya man.... see you soon...

Hi this is weird trying to talk to you threw a computer? It is so much easyer in my head or prayers. I miss you. We had the best times together. haha remebering we grew up together since we were five. =)) haha the cheeto and dorito fight in the park and that pig gettin all anal about it! haha miss you brother! see you soon! (p.s oh ya lol im getting that tat we always talked about!) we are best friends!

Dang........... you must be pretty well known since u've got 308 comments. I hope you have a better life where ever you are.

it been for months and its still all so unreal...everyday is just like a dream. you have so many of my memories of mine and it kills me knowin theyr wont be anymore of those with you. i love you brady and always will. your always in my thoughts.

the other day i saw someone i don't even know and he looked so much like you brady that i had to do a friggin double take. i can't belive its been almost 4 months. everyone still misses u and they always will. hope ur tearin up the big sky

Gosh!!! Yu don't even know how much i miss Brady! In a few days i am getting a tattoo for yu!!! It says" What lies between us and what lies before us are small matters compared to what lies within us...; Brady Marshal Patterson, January 30, 1992- March 18,2009

Brady was one of the best people i ever had the chance to meet and call a homie. I honestly feel we lost someone great in this world and our lives will never be the same again. Anyone that knew Brady could tell you that he was always a happy outgoing person to be around and even in your darkest day he would find a way and make you laugh. I am always going to remember Brady Patterson for the things he helped me get through. He was a loyal good person to call a friend and that will never change.

My Regards goes out to the Patterson Family&Friends.

Rest In Peace Bro.

hey brady i miss you soo much...i love you with all of my heart...You will always be in my heart...I'm glad you're in a better place looking over all of us... I love you

You have been crossing my mind alot lately. why? that i do not know...what i do know, is i miss you. i may not have really known you or hung out with you, but things feel way different in this town without you. I seen your family playing a game of volleyball the other day in the field beside your house, and i got to wondering if you were there playing with them, making it so they couldnt get the ball over the net!

we all love and miss you. you dont know how much of an impact you had on all of us, even the ones who werent close to you

Brades

Everyday that goes by i just think of the day that everything went to hell brady you were the best i miss you soo freaking much i cant believe that this even happened still to this day. No matter who knew you or who didn't know you the day that this happened when i found out i was on my way to school. And i got a call and they said that you were gone. i dont understand why this happened. why couldnt it have happened to someone else. You was the best and i cant really believe that your gone. Brades i hope to see you soon. this really sucks everytime i look at your profile all i can do is sit here and think about how much we used to hang out and the loud music. I remember when my cuzin asked if you liked country and you told her NO i love hard metal. That was the thing i can remember the most you will always be missed brady just remember everyone loves you and nothing will ever change. Well i just hope that there is alot of stuff to do in heaven for you to do! i miss you so much. and i miss how you used to call my cousin everynight and tell her how you felt about her you guys were like the perfect couple. well hope to see you soon Brades Love YA LOTS FRIEND

it still doesn't seem real that your gone.

I love you

and i will Never forget you!

Day ninety three.

Life sucks, there isn't much else to say.

I miss you with everything I have.

I love you.

Everything is so crazy in my life! Every single day is just one of those days that I need to hear your voice. I've been thinking about you alot lately; Almost three months... I hate it. I hate you being gone; My life, my heart, me in general.. I just won't be the same, ever. I miss you immensely. I'll love you always and forever...

Don't forget to remember me.

I love you.

To my good friend brady. You will always be missed i remember riding in your truck all the time and you would always blast your music. and i cant stand but to think that you are gone. I never thought that this could happen. You had everything going for you. you loved wrestling and most of all you loved your metal music but i still dont understand why this miserable thing happened. I just still wish your family the best luck and i hope to see you in the after life love you lots brady! miss you so much

Hey brady!!!! i cant believe that you're gone!!! you taught me so much!!!! I really do miss you!!!!

I keep replaying all of the awesome things we would always do. It was always a blast hanging out with you. Goodbye friend. I will always cherish the great times we had.

Brades........I still catch myself every once in a while thinking, " I should call Brades and see if he wants to hit the MX track?". And I will see one of the family and start to say " How's Brady doing?". Then the reality hits me. And the memories come back. And it is a testament to an individual that can and always will invoke those memories. Brady, I will miss you brah!

You are in my thoughts,memories and prayers.

today we had our class meeting and like always we voted for class president and all that jazz..well just thought i would let you know i think we are deciding to go with lime green and white for our caps and gowns just for you brady...we all miss you so much not a day goes by that we dont think of you

love you buddy

brady, even though i didn't know you that well,

my dad did. well my dad is Shawn Langton and he liked you so much. he thought that you were really cool and well, lets just say that he had a really hard time when you left. well i hope you are doing fine and we all miss you.

R.I.P. Brady. You're missed =(

school hasn't been the same since you left dude...it sucks, every thursday cody and i wear our skinny jeans for you and just lo let you know, you will NEVER be forgotten

RIP BMP

Roses are Red

Violets are Blue

Brady Marshal you could never imagine

Just how much we miss you!!!

Oh Brady Marshal.....What a race it was on Sunday. Casey and Kelsie both said they were taking home the gold for and boy did they ever. I have great pictures, too. I am so excited to be able to e-mail them to the web master of this site for everyone to see! Not a day goes by that I do not think of you. I know there at the end that you and Keith had grown apart a bit but that never stopped me from thinking of you. I would see you truck around town, see you after a skate, or in the hardware store. I would also see your truck over here across the street from the apartments ...with this I would say "What does Brady Marshal think he is doing?" But all that is beside the point. I am so glad there are so many people that love you and are keeping the memory of you alive. I know you were there to watch your brothers take those wins, there is a presence I felt while at the track. Keith has been wanting to race dirt bikes for a very long time and I would always tell him NO. But because of you and your family I think I might just say YEA go ahead! Brady Marshal I love you with all my heart and wish that you could still be here on earth with us!!! And I want so much to get to know your brothers like I knew you! You will be in my heart forever!!! Oh yeah and I will wear my shirt with lots of pride, too!!! Everytime I see the color lime green now I smile in your honor!!!

Much love from me to you

In my heart always!!!

life is short but you lived it. Everyday was an adventure around you. I surely will miss you. You had been my friend since 6th grade. You got me too do so many things i never thought i would do. I wish i could of been there to say goodbye. R.I.P. Brady it's your turn to lye

My Fair Brady,

I love you. So much. I miss you alot, this past weekend was the hardest for me. So many reminders. I couldn't make it to the race, for I had family business to attend to. I wish I could have made it though, it sounds like it was a blast! I know I already said this... but I miss you. I remember the last hug I gave you.. my words were something I'll never forget. I've finally realized that I can't take back the words or the fights we had before hand, and I hate that. I've finally realized that I can't stop time, I can't change what happened. I've also finally realized that one more day without you is one more day closer to you, thats what I'm looking forward to... Seeing you again. I know that many miss you down here, and I know you miss all of us too. I have alot of memories with you, they won't be forgotten.

I miss you.

I love you.

ILOVEYOUBRADY

R.I.P.

Today was a memorial race for you. There were so many people there. Casey and Kelsey did really good! Casey was riding your bike, and i got a video of him on my phone. It was so hard. I cant even begin to think what was going through your families mind. Ty and Lacy hung out with Me for a bit. And i got this Gnarly shirt! I know i didn't know you that well, but i sure do miss seeing you. Its so weird that its going on 2 months that your gone. I hope to god your watching over everyone in this town. I will keep me head high for you, and never give up. Because i remember having science with you, and looking in your eyes and seeing this fighting urge to do something 'big'. Well you are big. Everyone misses you!!! I can't wait to see you again! Race In Peace Brady.. I love you.

its going on two months and i still have a really hard time with this. it still doesnt seem real to me. honestly i really expect to see you walking down the hall or driving around. no one will ever forget you Brady. im gunna get a tattoo in memory of you. "Dying to Live R.I.P. BMP" every time i see a pic of you i get tears in my eyes, a big ole lump in my throat and have a million flash backs. driving with you, cramming 9 of us in my car, all the dumb things we used to do, going over to your house, our friends houses. ill never forget how much you made me laugh. i wish i could understand why this happened. people say everything happens for a reason but i dont see what the reason is to this... you had a million friends. people that didnt even know you very well are effected by your absence. i just wish we could go back in time to all the smiles and good memories. it seems like the better the memory is, the more it hurts. watch over your family. we all need your help with this one bro.

Brady,

We sure do miss you and wish we could have you back at school so that we could watch you as you walk through this school and the school would be all happy again. i miss walking through school watching you as you walk by me with your big headphones over your ears not paying attention to anyone else.

I miss you, alot.

And I'm really going to need your help on this one

Thanks

Just gunna say, i miss you.

Brady,

you were an amazing man. you were a great sportsmen and a great inspiration to all. including me! you are missed everyday by everyone Brady! we love you! i pray for you everyday hoping you will hear my prayers and be pleasured by them! we all love you so much Brady! i had just barely known you. just getting to become your friend. and then. BOOM! i went to school that morning of march 18th. woke up. got ready for school. and got a call. she was crying so bad i couldn't understand her. i told her to talk to me at school. so when i got to school she had told me. she hugged me and i hugged back. both of us crying terribly. i cried all day. i couldn't believe that such a great man could do something so sad. you truly were the heart of us all Brady! you blew away this whole town! we all miss you brady! you will be missed and loved for all of eternity!

I never knew you in person, but I know a lot of people cared a lot about you. I know wherever you are, it's a better place to be. I'm sorry I never got to meet you, but it sounds like you had a good effect on whoever you did meet.

hey baby i really miss you it has been a month the long3est month ever i think i really miss your baby blue yes and your blonde straight hair in my face baby i miss you so much i cant even begin to tell you how much i luv and miss you everyday i still cry and the tears just dont seem to go away i luv you Brady Marshal Patterson

See you in Heaven Baby

its never been the same

not one day goes by that people dont think about you

i miss you

and if all the tears could bring you back...you would be back in one single heart beat

just to let you know i have been praying for you up there and for you family down here

seriously no one knows what they have until they loose it, and let me tell ya we lost someone great

Man, I love you, i miss all the good times.From the greatest game of monopoly in history to the last time we were in my bathroom. I'm so glad I got to share so many of my favorite memories with you! You still are my Homie and I miss you alot, you will allways be here in spirit.

Brady i miss u so much i wish u was still here so we could have went to prom together:( but i know you will still be here with us. but i just wish that u was here so i could have gotten to know you alot better and be able to realize how much of a kid and how awsome you was to hang out with i miss you so much even though i didn't know you that long you was an awsome person to talk to and and awsome person to tell your problems to and you would let me know what you thought!! brady i miss you so much!

Brady, you were a great guy and I know that quiet well, you were a good friend and I'm sure a GREAT son. I pray for you and your family in hope they are doing okay. I know that your death effected the whole town of Douglas, even those who did not know you. But remember this you are loved by many people. I hope that you will not forget that and that we all miss you. So when I was thinking i found a poem just for you. Rest In Peace Brady Patterson.

We little knew that morning that God was going to call your name,

In life we loved you dearly; in death we do the same.

It broke our hearts to lose you; you did not go alone,

For part of us went with you, the day God called you home.

You left us peaceful memories; your love is still our guide,

And though we cannot see you, you are always at our side.

Our chain is broken now, and nothing seems the same,

But as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again.

man so much has changed. im not even in douglas and i can tell. but ive realized that we havent lost everything. i mean, there are so many things i wish i could talk to you in person about, but your not here in person only in spirit so all we can do is pray and stick together. i remember you and me used to go to phills all the time to shred and we would always go to concerts together. i still think about the carnifex concert when the lead singer for ruins of tomorrow came up and was screaming in your face. you got so excited after that that you never even touched ur phone until we left. man ill be goin to a skate comp down here and there are gonna be live bands. if ruins of tomorrow are there ill tell them you said whats up. i know whats goin on in my own way and no one truly understands how everyone feels about it but were all here. im tryin to get out asap and those of you out there who know me well know you can talk to me and that im here for you. toni, jake, kasey. kelsey, tiana, jordan, rowdy, doltan, and everyone else brady loved you all in some way shape or form and so do i so never forget who your friends are because they will allways be there when you need them.

Words by Sherrie Austin

Words, they don't mean nothing

So tell me why they hurt so much

I meant to tell you something

It was on the tip of my tongue

Words rush by so quickly

And it's too late to take them back

I tried to say I'm sorry

And that goodbye was just an act

But all my words got in the way

And all the things I meant to say

Were not the things you heard

Oh, why'd you have to go

And take me at my word

Words come back to haunt you

Yeah, they just keep hanging around

I still can hear the echo

I still can hear their angry sound

But all my words got in the way

And all the things I meant to say

Were not the things you heard

Oh, why'd you have to go

And take me at my word

Words can say I love you

Oh, words can break a heart

I should have stopped you leaving

And told the truth right from the start

But all my words got in the way

And all the things I meant to say

Were not the things you heard

Oh, why'd you have to go

And take me at my word

((Take me at my word Brades. I miss you like crazy.. I love you.))

life is not the same without you around to talk to. everyone is broken hearted, and we promise not to forget who you are and all the good times.you were a great friend and for that i thank you. may you rest in peace, and never be forgotten.

hey Brady i really miss you alot i miss the days i rode around in your big red truck with you u were my life and now i really dont have a life at all i mean it isnt the same without you i miss walking with you down the street or txting you 24/7 and calling you and hearing your voice i really miss you i miss your brothers. just watch over your little brother he is in so much heartach anyway i luv you and miss you alot

Miss you always

Baby

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

I was among those who didn't know Brady well...

Its amazing to realize that even without knowing a person well, their death makes a huge impact on your life.

As I walked through the halls of DHS,I realize how much I missed out on not knowing Brady.

He meant a lot to everyone, and I wish I could have been blessed with someone as meaningful as Brady.

Brady will be missed, from family, friends, and acquaintances showing just how much he meant.

i remember seeing you Brady..at physical therapy with your big headphones. i just cant move on with my life for this reason. your gone and no one can fix it. every ones right, its not good bye forever. it IS see you later. when i get there, i promise i will talk to you and get to know you one hundred percent better. i feel like my life is going all wrong. i know that i didn't know you. but it feels like a HUGE HUGE part of my life just left and blew out the window. when i saw you..how i wished i could have been a best friend to you. i'll always remember your big headphones and a stare so blank. the shocking part...i will ALWAYS know..you never turned anyone down. && i never had the nerves to get to know you, my best friend knew you..tasha. and i have been hanging with her...she is so lost. and so are the other friends and your family. touch down on them and lead them through. give them the extra push they need to step out of the rough spots. give them an extra breath when they can't breath or walk any longer. your our hope and our lives.

my life is torn. without you..i feel like its all gone. i feel like a part of me is gone and i will never be the same. i think and pray about you only constantly.

your here...we all feel it. your here.

may you Rest In Peace Brady.

we will definitely see you soon.

we love you. its a immeasurable amount.

Missing you bud!!! I think about you each and every day Brady. And To you Toni, Jake, Casey and Kelsey that goes for you guys too. I love you guys with all my heart!!!

Brady, I miss you so much. I remember all of the laughs that we shared together.

I will remember you forever.

Sup Brady!! dude i miss skating with bad! you wont believe it but my board got jacked! it sux! but hey R.I.P. so ya later!

I miss you..

I love you

Your family is amazing and you will always be in my heart and prayers!!! Love always, Renee, Trae, Dylon and Koby Case

Brady i miss you so much man!!!!! it doesn't seem like this should be real. i still want to skate every where like we talked about. when i see you again we will skate for sure. till we meet again, i love you so much Brades.

Dude, you shouldn't be gone man. You wont guess who this is but no matter who you loved and who you disliked, they all agree that you shouldn't be gone. But you are with God and he will just wait till we meet. R.I.P BMP, Rest In Peace.

R.I.P Brady. We Well Miss you

YOUR IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYS. BRADY IS IN THE HANDS OF GOD NOW. GOD BLESS

brady, ugh i dont really know where to begin. it just still seems so unreal. you shouldnt be gone. you know, everyone loved and loves you still so much. id do anything to have you here again. your so amazing. RIP Brady, i pray for you everday. everyones cried millions of tears for you. this sounds lame since we wernt really close but, im living my life for you. we all are. its so hard to look at you. in your eyes. i wish i couldve said see you later or again someday. even a friendly smile. i swear, i woldve done anything. i just wanna tell YOU ill see you again someday, and see you one last time. not goodbye, goodbye means your never going to see some one again. and brady, we'll see you agin. you can believe that. Rest In Peace, I send my love and prayers

i realllly miss brady

I miss you.

I love you.

My thoughts and prayers are with all of Brady's family......Death is such a hard concept to understand, especially when people are so young and still have so much more life to live...here is a poem that brought me a little peace when my brother died.

~When someone who was too young too die

Is taken away without a reason why

The angels sing, the angels cry

The tears that fall are not tears at all

But memories that will never die

When angels cry there is no pain

Just a never-ending constant rain

Suffering, there is no more

Just glory and safety to all

When angels cry

The whole world knows

They gather the tears up like

Delicate petals from a rose

The scent from each one destroys all fears

When angels cry

People try to understand

How someone too young could

Be placed under the great Creator's hand

The answer to this question may never be known

When angels cry crystal tears

We glance up and have no fears

For that person who was too young to die

Is now also an angel

Singing their songs of mourning

And crying their tears of memory

Up in the sky

Author, Witchery

I had many encounters with Brady while he was hanging out with Dalton, I was the neighbor girl that would always give them rides so they would not have to walk and carry their skateboards, lol. Even though I may have not been close with Brady, I could feel his energy and his charisma. He was such a good looking kid, and he will be greatly missed. My thoughts and prayers are with the family.

R.I.P Brady.......you will be missed but you will always be in our hearts...... :(

I keep reminding myself that this is not goodbye. i will see you again when my time comes. it still feels like your here. i know others feel it. you are still alive. in spirit you are still with us. your presence i know helps your family along everyday. you touched a lot of hearts, and i am so glad i got to know you. i don't think i had ever seen you angry. if anything went wrong you would shrug it off and go on. you were not like most people and took little things too seriously. you were a great friend to me. dude Bam mangera signed this thing. i wish you could have met him in real life. that would have been a great story to tell all of us.

your stories were the best to here. especially that one of you and tianna driving and hitting a deer. i remember the day you told me about that. you were laughing so hard you could barely tell me. tianna was so mad at you.

i keep thinkin about the good times we have had, like by the twin bridges when tianna freaked out about the train. or when i got out of the truck, and i wanted to jump in the river cuz it was hot. haha. i will always have those memories. i remember when we were parked, not in, but outside of the motocross track and we could not stop laughing. i don't even remember what was so damn funny.

it's going to be weird in seventh hour. i still think im gonna go to class and be prepared to here your smart ass comments. you could always make someone laugh. you were the greatest comic i had ever met. you could have done your own show. but im sure your up in heaven, laughing at all of us, telling us we are dumbass's. yeah..i know.

well, brady this is not goodbye. this is see you later. ill see you again.

i miss you brady. you were such a funny guy, a great friend, a kick ass brother to casey and kelsey, and i am sure a wonderful son.

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

hey brady

im sorry i ever blamed myself. it took someone else to help me realize it. Last night your mom called me and told me some stuff i really needed to here. man i know you woulnt do this to us even if i was to upset to see it i still knew that you would have never left us like that. i thank your mom for calling me and telling me those few words that help me in a bigger way than i expected. we all love you man and we miss you but were all just gonna do what we can to keep you alive even if your not right here in front of us. you got me into motocross and i hope to keep in that. and ill skate every day that i can. every one ive talked to about this has all said they are all getting tattoos for you and i am too. every year. no matter what man I'm not gonna forget you or let your memory die. and man ill stay in touch with your family and help them the best I can just like they have helped me because as i think about it more your parents have done so much for me already, they gave me an awesome friend, and the day of the funeral your dad and i talked and then your mom called me last night and it helps me know that even though i may not have made the best impression when we first started hanging out we fixed that and were able to move past everything man i just want to thank you for being such a great friend and for being there when i need you. i know you still are and you always will be so I'll be seeing you around and well shred together when its my time i love you man, PEACE!

Jake, Toni, Casey and Kelsey .....You are in my every thought of everyday. I know it does not do any good to call you on the phone and ask "How are you today?" because I can only imagine. I want to call and want to be right there by your sides, each and everyone of you....holding your hands, giving you my full attention for talking, crying, or for whatever you may need but I also know that you need your time as family. Just know that I am here for whatever I can do. With all my love .....

Brady Marshal;

You are my heart and my soul. God dearly blessed me with you 17 years ago. [after being told we couldn't have kids]. You, as well as your brothers have been my blessings directly from God in heaven! I knew all along how many people you had a profound impact on and that how deeply loved you were. I'm really not surprised at all. I've always been so proud of you in every way shape and form. I know what an incredibly amazing person God helped me and your dad raise together, physically, mentally, socially, emotionally& spiritually! You deeply touched and had such an impression on so many people in so many ways FOREVER. I can't begin to tell you, but you know....I am truly blessed to have been your Mom, and be a part of everything we celebrated and experienced in your entire life together. I wasn't ready for this accident, how could you ever be......I wasn't done with you son we had such plans. I'll treasure our life together. I'll hold you dear to my heart and never forget our very special memories and our talks. I've always loved your heart and soul. I'm not really sure how to move forward without so much of my heart and soul that you took with you now. I'm trying for I know that you'd want me to not give up or ever quit. Like we always said winners never quit and quitters never win. We never quit anything. You remember give 500% and all that you give, you get back, we were right! Oh my goodness is this so very tough. I need to see you, touch you, and talk to you! I also know in your heart that you'd want your brothers to keep their life moving, BUT... a great deal of them is missing as well. You're dearly missed son, by friends, the entire town, and around the state. Your dad and I and your brothers are having a very hard time without you! So my lovins watch over us daily, give us strength, and guide us. [you know our prayer]. I hear you and feel you! The blessing of you is forever in our hearts, minds, and souls. Pick us up when we can't move or breathe. FOREVER AND EVER MARSHAL MY LOVE!!!!!!! Your loving, devoted, and deeply blessed Mom & Dad, Casey and Kelsey.

On the Morning of March 18th I received some horrible news... This morning Brady was found dead.. as the day went on i cried and didn't really talk.. he was an amazing guy that taught me many things, thing I'll never forget about... My prayers go toward him and his family.. He had many friends and his death effected almost everyone in douglas.. even if they only knew his name.. I will look forward to seeing him again and giving him the BIGGEST hug, but for now i will think of him and remember the good guy he was... I hope you Rest In Peace Brady I will NEVER forget you

I am only someone who grew up in Douglas years ago, but I want you to know, that even as a stranger, I am so touched by your loss. Your pain must be incredible. God bless your family and may he watch over your beautiful son.

My thoughts and prayers are with your family.

Thanks Brady for all the awesome thingss you taught me! I'll miss you and never will forget you!

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

I only saw Brady three or four times when he was with my Grandson Kevin and I really liked him. He was a good kid. I know he will be missed by so many people. Kevin thought the world of their friendship and I know he misses him so much. He will never be forgotten.

Brady, man ill miss you so much but i promise to live on for you. you were like a bother to me so from now on I'm gonna do everything I can to keep your memory alive, I spent almost every day I could with you and got to know you so much, we always skated together and we went to concerts all the time you were one of the only ones who i felt understood me and now that your gone i feel so empty. i have been crying ever since i found out and it makes me mad that i was stuck in some stupid facility. if i wasn't here you would have been picking me up for school when it happened and you would probably still be here. man i loved you like a bro and its hard not to cry right now its gonna be so hard to get by without you man lately I've been writing a lot of poems for you man here are a couple.

ALONE

I'm all alone

in a world of monsters

with the lights turned off

and the closet cracked open

waiting for the metaphorical boogy man

who will one day grab me from under my bed

and take me to a world from which i will never return

but then a kid find a hero

some rope that will keep them tied down in this world

some knight to slay the dragon

i once had a protector

a friend

an anchor to hold my mind to reality

and keep the sanity so the whole world doesn't seem insane

but my hero was taken from me

my friend was ripped from my grasp

my anchor line cut

and all the sanity in the world lost

so now i sit on my bed

listening to the scratch of branches on the window

waiting

waiting

till the day the monsters decide to pounce

and devour the last bit of my ,ind that can still see the world for what it is

and leave me blind in the dark

A PROMISE 3/25/09

I've made a promise

a promise to a friend

so that every day I'll remember

ill remember what you did for me

and all the messed up things you didn't

a promise to celebrate a life cut short

stopped and put to and end long before its time

to celebrate skating and writing

playing and riding

you did all these things and i taught you some

but that still didn't stop you from teaching me

so from this day I'll always remember

because

i made a promise

a promise to a friend

so that everyday I'll remember

what a great friend you were.

man well miss you. i hope i see you again in whatever is waiting for us out there

Brady,

You were such a good person you respected others and you took everyone in as your friend you never once pushed someone away. We will all miss you and we will see you soon once it is our time to go. We love ya and miss you Brady

Okay, so the memory that will always stick in my head is you bouncing all over the place on the tramp at gym... You touched SO MANY lives Brady and we all miss you greatly.

Jake and Toni, boys....You are in my prayers and I love you guys so much! There is nothing I can say to take away the pain but I wish I could do that for you...Love you guys

i love you, it doesnt seem real

Brady, I didn't know you at all. I always saw you in the halls with your huge headphones.Its different not seeing you there anymore. I hear your a great person and funny. I wish i could have got to know you and at least have some memories. You are greatly missed. Look over your friends and family. Your in my prayers.

R.I.P. Brady Patterson

To Brady we must say goodbye

He wouldn't want to hear us cry...

A sweeter boy we've all met

In our hearts we'll never forget!

The angels came to take him home,

Now we are left on earth to roam.

His time was short here on earth

To memories now we must resort.

For everyone he had a smile

And he loved to sit and talk awhile.

In our hearts Brady will always live on

Until our time on earth is gone...

Then once again we'll join our

friend

Together in time that will never end!

In Memory of

Brady Marshall Patterson

1992-2009

Original Poem written by KAO

Re-written by HMC

Brady i cant think of the last time i ever seen ya without a smile on your face ya always seemed so happy man i didnt see this coming. ill always remember high school wrestling with you man it was great. i know your in a better place now bro ill see you again someday.

Brady Marshal Patterson.

-i never got the chance to meet you. but damn! i'm highly disappointed that i didn't. i heard that you never turned any one down. you were friends with anyone and everyone. what you did is unbelievable. i never even talked to you but always saw you at physical therapy. i remember when it was just me and you and two other people there. that was the first time i had ever heard you talk. and it's not a great memory, but i wont forget it. there is no way in hell that words will EVER explain how pissed off i am for not getting to know you. i wish so much. and when i think about it, i wanted to know you as good as a best friend. i wish that i could brag about all the memories with you. but i don't have any. and it bothers me. it dawns on me. and it's hard to think. God. i hope i see you later. and get to know you. i hear all these stories about you and doing all this crazy shit. houston gets a trampoline, but the mosquitoes bite through the bottom. the 911 calls. waking up the friends at 7 in the morning to go skate. skating all day. and getting hurt at the same time. chasing gina around the ranch with weird stuff and just being Brady. the way people say that you never changed. Brady was a trend. he was not like his brothers. he wore the Brady brand. and rocked that shit. never ever changed. Brady was Brady. end of story. the day i went to the funeral was the worst day of my life. and i was the lowest i've ever been. i felt lost and empty.

"I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared

But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared

After my dreaming, I woke with this fear

What am I leaving when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed

Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid

I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through

I've never been perfect, but neither have you

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed

Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well

Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself

I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed

Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well

Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself

I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are"

-leave out all the rest-

..linkin park..

this song was played at Brady's funeral.

and the first words made me lose it all.

the tears started and to this day they have not stopped.

because i lay in bed and turn on my iPod, and go to this song. i hit the repeat button and close my eyes.

the thoughts that run through my head from when i close my eyes to when i open them again is all about Brady. even though i don't dream. i think of all the things that would of happened in the end. what would of happened if i got to know him? what if? that't all.

the words of that song made me really think about Brady. and explained my perspective of him. Brady was one of a kind. motocross. wrestling. skateboarding. poetry. music. they don't get any better then that. he was filled with talent.

and now i feel like since he is gone i have lost the closest person in my life. its a very weird feeling. with the thought that i never knew him but yet..i knew him just like everyone else did. part of me is dead now. and when i see him late in life..it will be better.

to all those who knew him and loved him immensely, hold your heads up and keep praying. if he is gone physically, he is not gone mentally. even though he probably was sitting to each and everyone of you people while you wrote your goodbyes and tears on this website for him. laughing at all us dumb asses for crying. cause he is still here. there is no way in HELL he will ever be forgotten. you are a never forgotten memory Brady Marshal. we will keep you in our memories when we feel empty. and we will think of you before we go to bed with tears rolling down the side of our cheeks, across our nose to the other cheek and feeling it fall onto the drenched pillow that we lay our heads on. never forgotten! there will never be anyone like you. no one will never replace the son, best friend, boyfriend, crazy kid, student, player, motocrosser, poetess, musician...like Brady. all these tears are still falling. we miss you more then anything Brady. and you are loved by many, you were and still ARE cared about by the haters, lovers, friends, and family. everyone that has experienced this pain has most definatley lost a part of their hearts, their lives and most of all, their love.

miss you tons. words will never explain how much we love and miss you Brady Marshal.

i miss you, even though.

i love ya like a unknown friend.

May you rest in peace and The Lord have mercy on your soul. you belong in heaven and thats where you shall be. watching over us and keeping is safe.

God needs a coach. so he called for you Brady. look over us and lead us through this. God holds you in his hands and asks for help.

january 30. a week after i was born.

:*(

march 18.

R.I.P Brady Marshal Patterson.

we miss and love you once again.

see you soon.

Brady, so i never really got to know to know you but we hung out a few times and you were a really cool kid:) I think i speak for everyone that wasnt close friends of yours, after hearing all the wonderful things that your friends and family had to say about you, it makes me and them sad that we never got a chance to be good friends and have the pleaser to be around you and spend time with you. It sucks to know me and everyone else wont see you again (for now). I pray for you everyday. its still like unreal because it seems like just yesterday i saw you skating or at school. I think everyone can agree that now that your gone a part of everyone died they may or may not have known was there:(( I bet you probly didnt think that many people would go to your funeral, or even most of those people cared so much about you, even though they werent your friends. Your family and espcialy your friends did an amazing job of speaking on your behalf. Just know that everyday 24/7 someone is thinking of you and misses you. We all love and miss you so much and is looking forward to seeing again. sooner or later:)) RIP Brady

R.I.P. Brady

Dear Brady,

We all just want to say how very much we loved you and how very, very much we're going to miss you buddy. We all want to say how terribly proud we were and are of you we also know that Jesus has his arms around you. Brady, you touched so many people and although you may not physically be here, you are forever and always in our minds and in our hearts. Everyone now knows that you were and are the richest guy in town.

Goodbye Sweetheart,

Uncle Tim, Cousin Jonathon, Cousin Heather, and cousins Bailey, Jordan, Austin, Brendan and Melanie.

Man, this absolutely sucks! When Dalton first brought you around, well you were an irritating little you know what.But like I told you once you were like a wart that grew on me! Ur one of 2 kids that i knew that never changed! You stayed the same the entire time i knew you! You definatly touched my heart and me and deanna thought of you as one of ours! I talked to you a month ago.......................just wished you would have said something! I appreciated your honesty and THE WORLD IS GOING TO BE A SADDER,LESS AMUSSING PLACE WITHOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!! I hope and pray that EVERYONE FRIENDS AND FAMILY TAKE STOCK IN THIS! yOU WERE A GREAT YOUNG MAN AND I'M SO SORRY!!Love you like a son and I'll miss the hell out of you bud.Wish I would of hade room for that cedar chest you made me! God this is one that is hard for me to handle! Brady,take care and I'll see ya in the funnies!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love Michael Self

:'(

We miss you so much brady and now that your gone the people that treated you badly realize how much trouble they had caused. we love you brady marshal patterson

Brady we all miss you and always will!

Brady, Brady, Brady... It wont ever be the same without you... Everyone misses you!!!

What an amazing kid! You will be greatly missed!

Brady, it wont be the same without you... We all miss you very much!!!!!

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

We love you Brady you will be missed.

We won't ever forget you, Brady. You were a handsome young boy that had alot going for you.

It's been a week and nothings the same..though it won't ever be again.

Love you and see you later in life.

I Can't Believe Its Been A Week, And Your Not Coming Back.

Brady, you will be greatly missed. Douglas isn't the same without you budd. You were a great kid.

(:

R.I.P.

♥

I will miss you!!!!!

"Never think life isn't worth it, live it to the fullest and don't back down ever."

R.I.P man....hope life was as great as it's supposed to be....you were a great kid and you will be missed by all....

I heard about Brady's story on TWLOHA's myspace and it touched my heart and my others. It saddens me dearly to hear what happened to him and even though I didn't know him, it hurt me a lot to hear what had happened. I've lost many people in my short life and no one should have to go through events like this and all you can do is remember the good times and smile even if it hurts. I don't think he would want you all to be down, just remember, think about that happy times. Remember that he is up there in heaven watching down on you guys.

Don't think of him as gone away. His journey has just begun. Life holds many journeys. This is only one. Just think of him resting from the sorrows and the dears. In a place of warmth and comfort where there are no days and years. Think how he must be wishing that he cold know today. How nothing but our sadness can really pass away. And think of him as living in the hearts of those he touched...for nothing loved is ever lost and he was loved so much.

May you rest in peace Brady.

You will forever be missed by those you touched and the unseen faces of others.

Forever in our hearts

It's been a few days since the funeral. And it still sucks. I keep thinking of all the random stupid stuff we did. Like me "dying" your hair. Which resulted in us bruising each other. HA. I'd told you a few ideas for my first tattoo, but I figured it out. BMP in lime green and black. Peace man.

Take care Brady, we will all see you in heaven when our turn comes. One thing that is for sure, the world is definitely a darker place without you and you are already deeply missed. May peace be with you little cuz.

I didn't know you Brady but I work with your Mom. You were such a handsome young man!! I still can't believe you're gone. I can't stop thinking about everything. There are a lot of people that miss you and think about you everyday. I pray for your family everyday. I will look out for your Mom, I know that is what you would want from everyone. I hope you are looking down at them and telling them you are ok. You will be greatly missed!!

hey man wish u were here to see this nasty ass weather bro. its 3/23/09 and theres like 14 inches of snow and its still not lettin up. its no fair i have to put up wit it and u dont. man its fing freezin outside well i gtg man peacies.

ps i miss u bro

Brady,

I know that I didn't know you that long but I will never forget the first day I met you at the Skatepark. You accidentally kicked your skateboard at me and I went to stop it and fell. We will miss you. You were so funny. Rest in peace!

We will miss you Brady

Everyone loved Brady. When our middle school heard of his passing many people gasped and said "oh no it cant be Brady." His cousin Tre was there and all I could do was say "Tre im so sorry, if you need anything I will be here". Brady was a good kid, and I hope that this was an accident. R.I.P Brady. We dearly miss you.

I had the chance to interview Brady twice for the Douglas Budget and he was always a polite, insightful young man who avoided bragging and seemed to love his younger brothers' success more than his own. He will be missed.

I may not have knew you that well Brady but, all of my friends were close to you and to see them going through so much heartache is difficult. Im not sure if you saw how much they loved you but i do know that one day when you guys are all rejoined in heaven you are going to be getting a lot of hugs bro.

Brady,

You made March 18th, 2009 the best and worst day of my life. You know how to. You could have gone about it another way you know. Now I don't feel like I can cry, smile, or laugh or anything and really mean it unless its with Ton or Ty or Jake or any Patterson.

Growing up with you was rough, but I love every scar and story Ive got. Doesnt matter it was you and Cas that handcuffed me to the fence and tied me to the post I got sent to have a time out in the corner cause somehow it ended up being my fault. boy, did that make you laugh. ha. Your laugh. I loved it along with everything else.

Youre still a shit though. ha. One minute were talking about plans to throw a brick through Lakes window next youre gone... I cant tell you how hard I cry every minute Im alone, though Im pretty sure youre right there trying to comfort me. I miss you so much, Brady. I call your voicemail time after time just to hear what it sounds like when you say, hello..yupp..alright leave a message and if I wanna talk to you Ill call you back. right now you have to many missed calls. Those calls are all for you to come home. but I know Ill be seeing you later on after life takes it course.

haha.I cant even begin to image the dirty smirk you get when you see the things Ive been trying to do to distract Lac and Ty. Were living in the moment for you. From the second I found out, in that hallway in front of Waltons, I started living for you. I know people say dont do it for someone else, dont live your life for someone else. but you gave me a second chance and I wont ever forget that. So yes, from this point on out Im living for you. My new motto is how would Brady do it? I love you more than you can imagine. and I know you know there is a spot in my heart you fill noone can take that and replace. so I will see you in my dreams tonight. and I have decided this isnt goodbye but merely a till next time.

I love you, Brady.may you find peace in heaven. you are so dearly loved and missed on Earth.

R.I.P.

Brady was a BAMF! Wish he was here to chill =( RIP brotha... see you in the afterlife.

i dodnt know you basically at all but i had you in one of my classes. it seemed like you skipped most of the time but oh well. i dodnt know you but from the reaction of the entire school, it seemed like you had alot of friends and alot of people cared about you.

R.I.P Brady

Brady i'm going to miss you at wrestling tournaments. It was great to have you as a cousin and i will see you in heaven when i get there. maybe you can teach me how to skateboard. i miss you and love you cous.

Brady we used to mess around at the wrestling tournaments and in the wrestling room I would always try to beat you in skate but it never worked. We didn't really hang out that much but when we did i always would think to myself I wish you were my brother and that you were the coolest. Rest in peace Brady I love you man

To the family,friends, classmates of Brady I know the pain is so overwhelming!! I remember watching Brady wrestle and be with his family and the joy and reflection he was of his family. God will help the hurt and pain ease but you will never forget Brady!! He will be that voice on your shoulder telling you how much he loves you and not to be afraid to take a chance and not to live in fear!!!

To his brothers always remember the "other Brothers" you have. You have a support system of extended brothers and family lean on them when you need to. The pain will fade and the anger will come work thru it and then will come a peace to where your memories of Brady will hurt less and give you happiness!!!

Jake and Toni you have been amazing!! Take strenght in each other and in your boys!!! Your extended family will never leave you. We are just a phone call away always remember this. Brady was a full and shining reflection of the love that you had from him.

We will miss you Brady!!!!

Rest in peace man

Brady, man cant believe you are really gone...i keep thinking this is just a dream and that ill wake up and you will be at the door askin for my brother lol....i miss ya man...tear up the sky and show them whos boss!!!

TO YOU I LOVE AND MISS SO MUCH

THE TIMES WE HAD

MY HEART YOU TOUCHED

YOU IN MY LIFE

MADE ME WHOLE

WHEN IN YOUR PRESENCE

BRIGHTENED SPIRIT AND SOUL

TO YOU I LOVE AND MISS SO MUCH

GOD BE WITH YOU

HOPE, FAITH, AND LOVE

REST IN PEACE

Brady,

You are missed with every ounce of everyones heart. You have made an impact on those who once knew you and those who never had the chance to know you. I have my brief memories of you. The last time I seen you, you had the greatest smile on your face and seemed so happy. Halloween this last year will never be forgotten. RIP Brady, you deserve the best and one day we'll all see you again.

You're in our thoughts and prayers.

God Bless.

i still can't believe your gone..its something i don't want to be true. like everyone else i wish it was just a bad dream. i go to my intern everyday and see your mom, when she wasn't there it tore me apart to know where she was and why. when school starts again seeing her will bring your memory back to me. everyone misses you dearly. and when we are in heaven with you, chyna would love to give you her peace necklace, beacuse you wanted it. and you are the only person i know that can pull of hippi glasses. rest in peace brady.

Hey i Just got an Email from Someone Named michel and told me you sadly passed away Anyways I'm Bam Mangera and i wish you the Best in Heaven I'll Skate with you when i get there and I'll let you Drive My Lamborghini. I don't know you but From the picture sent to me and the email Saying that The Douglas best Skate/ wrestler Has past Away i Felt sad for you and your family R.I.P Brady Patterson

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

The whole aud was filled for you today. Everyone was crying. You have your own holiday! March 18 is dedicated to remembering you. Everyone loves and misses u Brady. We'll see ya rippin up the Big Sky when we get there. School those angels in wrestling and skating for us . See ya again

Brady,

What to say....??? I didn't know well but i still knew you and thats wat counts!! i remember when i got the text about it..... i read it but i couldn't believe it. i had to read it a few times to believe it! than the first thing that came to my mind was" why??" than a song came to me!! it's called "how do you get that lonely?" it just kept going thru my head and then i realized i have been there but i couldn't finish it!! i hope it was an accident i think it makes everybody feel a little better knowing that. i know it helps me! i couldn't make it to your funeral like i wanted to!! but i'm still wearing lime green and black in your honor..... and i took a few minutes away from everything i was doing to look up to the sky and pray for you and your family!! i can't imagine the pain your family is going thru!! i lost my mom when i was young and man how i wish she was still around.... it feels like a part of me is missing even though i kno she is up in heaven with you, looking down on us all! anyways i just wanted to say REST IN PEACE AND KNOW YOU MADE YOUR MARK IN THE WORLD!! YOU TOUCHED ALOT OF PEOPLE!! WE WILL ALL MISS YOU!!

R.I.P bud

noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! BRADY!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY!?!?! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

hey Brady you know it just does not feel right with you gone. i mean you were a good friend and i am truly gonna miss you as is everybody else. Wish you were not gone but hey i will always remember you and i will join you up there someday. All of us will keep on living for you. and we will all join you. you know today was your funeral and everyone was there friends and family. and those stories that were shared were really great. wish you were not gone. hope to see you soon man. WE are all gonna miss you. See you sooner or later. Goodbye

Hey guess what today is Brady. Today is your funeral, and guess what...everyones gonna be there. In less then half an hour the whole aud. will be full of people who love and miss you, me inclulded. But you'll see soon that you truely are loved and missed.

hey man its me again. im just getting ready for ... well u know wat for.

i still cant believe this is happening man. i still keep thinkin this is just some messed up dream its not real but i know it is and it hurts. idk wat all was goin through ur head wen u did it but right now i wish i did. i wish i knew wat would make u do this man. But idk please bro just be with us all today. help us to move on but no matter wat dont let us forget. i love u bro peacies

brady was a good kid.

Brady,

We all miss you brady and love you with all our hearts.

I miss you. Enough said. Today is going to be harder than I realized. It hasn't fully sank in yet, but today I think it will. I know you are looking over your family, extended family, and even me. Which, it may sound selfish, but it makes me smile. Knowing that you haven't left me completely is something I need, I need you here. You are helping me get through this, I can feel it. But this isn't about me. I know you are in a better place and I hope that you are happy. As everyone else is, I know I'm asking why... but not a "why did he..." its more of a "why did this happen..." And I know everyone wants to know exactly what happened but you WILL tell us someday. As I stared off this message... I miss you so much. Everyone does. I'll even admit that my dad cried. I'm happy that you are happy, though on the flip side, I'm so so so angry at you. In time forgiveness will take its course as it has done so many times with me and you. You will, someday, be forgiven by me and everyone else. I can't wait to see you again... :)

Rest in Peace.

I love you.

Almost everyone who signs this says something about your laugh. Now I'll never know what it sounded like =[... RIP Brady

I was pulling up to park that day....they stopped me at the chain entrance there between the rec center and the primary school. I rolled my window down and they told me that you were gone. The first thing I said was 'what' and so they ran it by again that you were gone. I tried real hard to hold the tears back but it was impossible. I walked into the school to make sure that everyone was ok and taken care of...i tried to stay there but that was impossible too. I had to go...go check on your mom and the rest of the family. Your mom was a wreck Brady and so was I. From this day forward I have not been able to stop thinking about you!! I have more than cried, I have sobbed more than I have in long time. I kept asking myself could this have just been an accident...come on ppl have accidents with guns all the time unfortunatley. Everyone just kept saying NO he took his life. Then the day the guy called your mom and said that there is a possibility that it was an accident...was a ..well just seemed that something was lifted from me. It didn't make it easier but yet it did. Then I found myself asking whether or not GOD would take you to him. But the BIBLE says if you believe your sins will be forgiven and then yet another something or another was lifted again. I love you Brady Marshall and always will....that is just that motherly instinct you know! I hope heaven is as beautiful as it is portrayed to be.

Brady, i didn't know you that well but from the looks in some of the students eyes at school showed me that you were loved by many people. U are trully missed and school is not the same. I have been thinking alot and I'm so greatfull to have my family and frineds with me. I just wish that we could have showd you that there is a better way that we could help you. I know how things could be hard. i have thought to myself manytimes that I don't belong here and y even live. But knowing wat happened and how many people miss and love you made me think to my self, theres only one chance in life and you need to live it fully and freely. My thoughts of you are in my prayers and my prayers go out to you and ur family. we will miss you and I hope you are happier. god bless R.I.P. BRADY

Brady,

You were and always will be my buddy! I cannot imagine what was going through your head the day your life was taken....by choice or by accident. There are never any problems too big to take care of. I love you now and forever as a friend. Rest in Peace buddy and keep smiling! Know that every time I look at your Mom I will think of you. And everytime I look to the sky and see the stars shining bright I will know that one of them is you looking out for us down here. The skate park will never be the same without you buddy. I will hold your family up in my prayers as they will be needing lots of them. The thought of never being able to give you a hard time and then going to work and telling your mom what I did or said is hard for me to cope with. I have tried to find ways to mourn your death without the tears but is just impossible. But just know that every tear I drop is honor of the life that you were able to live! I love you Brady Marshall Patterson and will miss you more than you could ever imagine!!!!!

Brady,

I just wish that i could go back into time and be able to actually meet you in person cause as of what i heard from my cuzin and everything you was a very cool person. Like even when we talked and laughed on the phone i loved talking to you because no matter what kind of mood i was in you always made me laugh and i really enjoyed being your girlfriend for those few days wish it could have been longer then that. And i was even looking forward to going to prom with you when you had asked me. brady i just wish you the best up there in heaven i bet they have a nice guitar up there!!! and i bet your playing it for everyone right now. my heart goes out to your family right now i wish them the best. and watch over your family brady. love ya and miss you brady

RIP BMP

hey bro its like 1102 right now man i still cant sleep. idk why but frick dude whyd u do it man. why didnt u just frickin come and ask for help or something man.....

idk bout neone else but im lost bro idk wat to do. it just totaly took me by surprise and it hurts bro. its rips me apart. Knowing that u gave up. i always thought u were able to fight through anything. u were the first person to stick up to me. man. and i always respected u for that. i mean noone else had the balls to til u did it. well man please be at ur own funeral tomorrow bro see how much people miss u. ill be there man but i promise it wont be the last time i see u. but the next time i do. we both will be chillin in the sky bro. no pain no sorrow say goodbye to that tangerine sky.

when you walk the halls of DHS you see the clicks that have evolved over the times and each and every day you look down these halls you find a new face that belongs to a unique person and hopefuly you will be able to meet and one day become friends with. you will never know how people truely care and think about you till your gone. so if this was just a test on how people thought bout you...well you are very missed and will never ever be forgotten. you have such a great impact on this whole town. its not the same, every where you go you can tell no one is the same anymore. this is a small town where everyone pretty much knows everyone.

On March 18,2009 the town of douglas was changed emensly. griffith sea and myself were walking in to school talking bout how her mom, who works at the middle school, was going over 100 on the interstate that morning. she then called her mom and she said there was a important teachers meeting starting soon. so we went into the school and you could tell there was a weird vibe. i went past student after student not reliesing something/someone was missing. i was heading to first hour when griff told me something that changed my life. never in my right mind would i ever thought that someone in my town, in my school, in my graduating class, someone who was a person i knew from hanging out with kevin and getting ****** with once or twice, would ever take there life. when she told me you did this i didnt believe it untill mrs seeds told me the truth. i still didnt believe it until Toby told me some of what happened. no one will ever know the truth till we meet you in afterlife. i would never expect this from you never in a million years. on the outside you seemed to be so happy and be always talking to someone, but i guess on the inside you were hurting. so i wish all the pain out of your life and just wish you would of talked to someone and asked for thier help instead of doing this thing. but your decision was what would be best for you and hopefully it is. i will miss you dearly and probably find more things to talk about later but for now i will talk to you later and you are in my prayer.

R.I.P BMP

Me and you were on complete opposite sides of the Earth, figuratively of course. We never talked, and I saw you only one or twice. But, with the reaction at school because of your death, I know you must be a really awesome guy. You'll be missed, RIP.

Brady its crazy how these last few days have been a blur. Me and Em went to your house to drop off a card and some flowers. but nobody was home. As we were walking out i saw the hand print of yours. I wanted to break down right then. But as i was leaving we saw this guy in a truck that looked exactly like you. As i was driving i couldnt stop staring. i wished so much that it was you. We followed him. it was Seth k. I wish it was all a horrible nightmare, And you would just come back.

Im Finding it very hard to grasp that you are gone. And im never going to see you again, until i join you up in the clouds. Iv forgotten how hard a death is to deal with. And i was kind of happy i forgot what that felt like. When Griff told me you were gone.. i couldnt believe it.. And i still can't.

Your never coming back, and it kind of makes me sick. Im so mad at you. But im happy your happy now. I feel so bad for your family. I wish you would just know how much they love you Brady. They miss you more then you could have ever imagined. I don't think you knew how many people would be heartbroken. But we are, we are so torn. I love you dearly.

I keep playing the 'what ifs' in my head. I know we didnt hang out much, but i wish i could have been there for you. The School isnt going to be the same without you. Im not going to see you walking in the halls anymore with your headphones on. Im sorry. Im sorry your life got stole from you.

I miss you. And I will see you again someday.

I love you.. And my prayers go out to your family.

Hey Brady,

I know I never met you but I am Haeley Martinez's best freind. I know this might be weird writing ti someone I don't even know. But I had a feeling I needed to. I can tell you one thing I know for sure, Haeley Really misses you. I don't know you and I feel a part of me missing you too. Well R.I.P. You are very missed.

brady,

i know that we weren't the best of friends, but thought that you were the coolest person to hang around. I met you and your two brothers out at the motorcross track, and thats where we first met. But you, casey, and kelsey were the most funniest guys out there. I wish your family and friends the best, and i will see you someday soon!!!!!!!!! YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN!!!!!

brady i got the most fricked up in my life last night and i have not slepts a wink!!!! I am freakin out man!

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

Hey Brady we weren't friends and I regret that I never had the balls enough to say sorry for offending your Girlfriend Tianna. I would have loved to come up to you and even if you would have kicked my ass again I would have loved to come up to you and say I wanted to be your friend. But I was always afraid to so so since you always looked at me with mean eyes. But I will always miss you men even when I didn't really know you. I only hung out with you one time and that was when I was In 7th grade. I'll really miss you man R.I.P

You know I think the comment on everyone in our school getting along is the best thought of all can you imagin how great it would be to know everyone in our school and get along all of you kept saying I wish I knew you better well only we can change things.... all the freshman girls who think they are tough and try to beat people up and say things all the time need to GROW UP!!!! and figure out what lifes all about.

we miss u brady hard core

I got the text about Brady's passing the morning he died. It was really hard to even wrap my mind around the thought of Brady being gone. If I could say one last thing it would be "I'm sorry!" Brady you really meant a lot to me. It may not have seemed like it but you were a huge part of my life. Jordon and I are super close. I feel so bad for taking sides. If I could do it over I would definitely keep you in my life. I'm sorry this tragedy had to happen. We all love you Brady!!! I will miss you tremendously! R.I.P. dude!!

Brady,

when i first found out all i could remember was the first time we met. When you first walked up to me and said "hey whats your number?" all i could say was "WHO ARE YOU?" you answered, i gave you my number, and we started our friendship. then i remember the day i told you that we couldn't go out cuz my folks didn't like you. that was one of the hardest things i'd ever said to a guy. as i gave you a last hug i turned away and ran so you couldn't see me crying.

Then you and Tianna started to date. I was sooooo happy for you!! Just the look in your eyes made me smile. you'd always been a good friend to me, always knew how to make me laugh or cry, and you wrote really good poems. (some of them were weird but they were still really good)

that sad morning my mom sent me a txt message "come up to my classroom asap!" so a ran up stairs thinking i'd done something wrong. she looked me square in the eye and said "Brady's dead" i couldn't move. i couldn't believe it. when i finally came back to reality i went to my locker. i passed tianna. she looked at me and said "is something wrong?" i droped down to my knees and told her. we cried together. not wanting to believe it. i went through the whole day crying. i cried myself to sleep. i didn't know what else to do.

so Brady Patterson, these are most of my memories of you. how you helped me through the rough times. you'll always have a place in my heart, though right now it may seem empty.

RIP

peace

A passion ending so the world ceases turning. - Deliver Us From Evil by Bullet For My Valentine.

Hey Brady,

I didn't know you that well but I remember just you coming over to Jordans and hanging out with Kevin and Jordan. We had so much fun. You were a great kid you still are! We will all miss you so much. It effected every one. :[ We will all miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

R.I.P Brady.

brady, i'll never forget that time down by the river when all you wanted me to do was hang out with you. you were so excited that whole time. i regret so badly not making you happy that night. tonight, i'll go back & pretend you're there. this one's for you, we miss you so much.

Ah Brady what can i say you were fun and your missed. I remember in English when we had to do a report on angelas ashes. It was such a drag but we found away around it. Or should i say you??? Well anyways that website was brilliant it had all the answers. You set us up for an A+ but noooooo lol you had to copy the report almost word for word. I was surprised we didn't get into more trouble. Gosh i was mad at you but it also made us laugh pretty hard. A 77 was what i got a freaking 77. We have had some times that ill never forget and no one can take away. I wish you would of known what place i had for you in my heart because even though we started to grow apart once we got in high school i will never forgot. Not going to lie but you have me in tears. I miss you and i know for sure your family does. I was at your house for like 5 hours. By the way it hasnt change much from since we were little. But were ever you are i hope your making the best out of it. I hope you get the happiness you wanted. Im sorry i cant make it to your funeral but i wrote you a letter and got you some roses. I hope you like them. RIP BRADY WE WILL MEET AGAIN

Brady,

You will live in everyones

hearts each and everyday

We love you!

R.I.P Brady Patterson

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

i didnt know you but i do know how much ppl cared for you. im still sad about your loss and i think its a terrible thing. i wish you could still be here and enjoy everything. im sorry that life turned out the way it did for you. have funn up there. R.I.P. Brady.

Brady we all miss you so much and ill never forget in 6th grade when you tried to teach me to skateboard, and the time at the american legion, and also at the movies. Times were great then but not so much now. We all miss you so much and would do anything to take back time!

everyone here is missing you so much

RIP BMP we'll be seeing you soon have fun up there and watch over us

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

heyy guyy. we never talked, but i went to school with you for a couple of years, ya know, passed ya in the halls. now i wish i had said hi. *shrugs* it mightve done something, but idk. but i was talkin to my brother, clayton, and he says he doesnt know to do. everyone seems to be at a loss. i was shocked when he told me. [[i dropped my phone.]] and even though i dint know you, i still feel like i lost something. i hope you know that where ever you are, ppl love you and miss you here.

hey man its first day of spring break. Wats it like up there bro. here its pretty torn witout u bro. not much of a spring break to us. do they have one up there even. idk man im lost. still in shock i think but idk. we all miss u bro

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

me and Elijah both miss you, there's a saying that we have, we never say goodbye we only say so long, we will see you soon my brother.

Hey bro, I hope you can look down from wherever you are and realize people didn't only like you but they cherished you, they appreciated you and your happy mood you always seemed to have along with your smile that you always wore and your laugh that always made everyone else happy, but most of all realize so many people loved you man. Im sure that if you could see something as simple as this web sight you would not have made the decision you made. But people mourn the death of Brady Patterson, cry as much as needed. When the tears have dried out and you cannot bring yourself to cry one more drop, remember the good memories of him. Remember the smile that he always had on, and the laugh that echoed through the room.

Its a real bummer man i gotta know you better in the last few days of your life even though ive known you all my life. Auto was more fun with you in it. And i feel privileged that you rode in my car the night before your death. I don't feel like there was something i could have done because no matter how many times id tell myself that it wouldn't be true. So instead I promise that ill think of the good times me and my friends had with you and never forget them. and i will keep that promise to my grave.

Thanks for the memories bro. ill be skatin tomorrow for you

RIP

Brady i just wish you was here to see how sad we all without you. its not the same anymore without you here in school everyday cheering all of us up. i miss you so much and we all wish your parents and other family members the best. miss you so much brady. but i know your looking down on us so hope to see you in heaven soon.

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you. We could sing our own but what would it be without you? - My Heart by Paramore.

U no what I hope people get out of this... to treat people right man U no. We are 1 school and we should treat everyone the same because how u treat someone could cause them alot of pain I think everyone in Douglas just needs to grow up and think about what we say and do to people and if you dont then ur a discrase to Brady's memory thats what I think he wanted us 2 get out of this.

Brady, you didn't know me well, just like I didn't know you well. I can only imagine the things that must've been going on in your world and the thoughts that must've been running through your head. Feeling like you couldn't have any impact on the world, feeling like there was't anyone who could fully understand you. I hope you're looking down on DHS right now, watching over each and every person there, because, Brady, you had so much to offer the world and so many talents. I wish you could see that you could've walked up to any random kid or teacher and they would have gone above and beyond what they could do to help you. The halls are quiet and there's an empty feeling around every corner. To you, I was some random girl who sat at a table at lunch, and saying that, you can see the impact you have, not just on your friends and family, but everyone, even people who didn't know you. There isn't a single person who doesn't have you in their thoughts and prayers, and any one of those people would have gladly done anything to help you. You're in a better place now, but nobody can help but to wonder, if you knew then, what you know now, how many people care about you, if things would be different.

RIP Brady

Hearing that Toni, Jake, Kels and Case heard that is was an accident lifted a certain kind of pain off of me. I think everyone who has heard this feels the same. Sitting here looking at the picture beside this thing just makes me cry... I miss you so much, I don't know how to understand. I believe it was an accident because it just didn't seem right, it didn't. I keep listening to the songs you sent me, over and over (I kept all of them for your information). Gawd, I miss your laugh. Talking to your family today just, it was hard. But they know I'm there for them. I love you, so much.

dont we often ask why? dont we all wonder how? until finally one day we know that day comes when we die. But is any answer worth taking your life. I mean all it does is make more whys for other people. More pain for someone else. I know we all have our days where frick it sounds good to find the meaning of life in the sky. But why would somone totally rock every person they know with a whole new reality of suffering. The end is so final. This life is not a toy for us to play with to manipulate. When this "toy" breaks it is gone for good. Well Brady made the choice to find the answer to all his why's. Now we all are asking a new one. Why'd he do it. Why didn;t he ask us for help. But maybe he did ask us. Just not right out in the open but by being there for us maybe he was asking us to be there for him. Maybe behind his kick ass attitude that we all loved so much there was our friend in need of a shoulder to cry on. Or a face to talk to. We all would have been there in an instant if he would have asked us too. But maybe he did but we just didn't hear him. Idk. I'm sure to some this makes no sense. But its wats goin through my head at the speed of light. For most they know that me and Brady used to want to kill each other but over time im proud to say we became friends. Or as close to it as we could. We weren't wat you would call close but we did talk we did share we did hang every now and then. Idk bout anyone else but Brady Marshall Patterson will ALWAYS hold a place in my heart. He was an inspiration to many of us. Me included. It feels like the world is worse off without him. And it is. So now we have one last question. its not a why. Its not a how, or a who, or when. Its now wat would he want us to do. Mourn i dont think he would want that. Move on is wat he would say. He would thank you all for everything you have done in remembrance to him but he would tell us that we need to live our lives as hard as it will be. We have to move on. But NEVER FORGET.!!!

brady i didn know u but you were like best friends wit two of my buddies from douglas tevin riece and tony an i felt close to u all the storys that tevin has told me about you sounded like you were a really really cool an nice person i was lookin forward to meeting you i wanted to i think that we could of have been friends. i dont really know what to say my sis died the same morning you did but any way if you can tell her hi for me. i wish you were still here if there was anybody that you could talk to i wish you would have i dont know if you were going through a hard time or what but i know all about it bro and like i said you were friends with two of my best friends and closest friends an i just feel like i know you well i know that your in a better place now and no body will be there to frick with you. and i just want you to know if we would have ever met i would have been there for your support to help you through anything i love you man. i want to go to your funeral but i have to go to cheyenne so im sorry but ill always be praying to you and who knows maybe ill get an answer back some day. if there was a way to bring you back i would man in a heart beat.

theres alot of people out there that knew you that are goin through a hard time and are hurtin for your pass. every body misses you man including the people that knew you well rest in peace.

IN LOVING MEMORY OF BRADY MARSHELL PATTERSON.

take care man we all love you an wish that you were still here. R.I.P. LOVE YOU BRADY

hey brady. you probably dont remember me but we met once this summer. even though we hardly knew each other, the news blew me away and i cried. you had a reason for doing what you did, and although none of us will know what it was, it was good enough reason for you. i just hope it was worth it. so many people were hurt and affected by what happened. i hope i can see you again in heaven. until then...RIP, brady

Hey. Hmm. we did not talk much. but you were always a nice kid. :) chilled with you a couple times and watched you ride.. Hope the afterlife is being good to you. :] RIP Brady Patterson.

First I would like to say that I thought you were a really cool kid! now I would like to thank you for being my brothers friend he loved hangin out with you and playin guitar. I know my parents liked it when you would come over. and you never let me kick you in the knee :) j/k lol we will miss you and and I am sorry bout how this all had to end for you!

Brady... man, I can't even believe that you are gone. I hope you have a great time in heaven and I want you to know that everybody is missing you. R.I.P. bro.

Just last week we were talking about how we were gonna wrestle each other. kick each others asses. but i know your in a better place now. i always will remember goin to the skatepark and every time u had your damn shirt off. showin off your muscles.im gonna miss skatin with you. the day before i took you home. u didnt have to go bro. i will miss you. we all will. but just know we all love the hell outta you. even these people that never talked to u are paying their respects. you were one of the best guys i know. and funny as hell. always.

lets not mourn your death but celebrate your life.

Brady, we weren't friends, we didn't hang out, but a part of me feels like I lost someone close to me. If only you could see the hurt down here, so many people cared about you. You will be terribly missed by many. R.I.P Brady!!!!

i love u so freakin much brades and want to punch you i miss you so much already and cant stop crying.. love you brades

Brady, you made fun so awsome to see you walk in the halls and see the big smile that you always had on your face.

R.I.P Brady Marshall Patterson

Even though i didnt know you very well. You were my friends cousin. I saw you around once in a while but not alot. From all the stories it sounds like you were pretty awesome. Everyone here misses you terribly.. and there are alot of tears. It's amazing how this town isnt flooded yet. Rest In Peace!

Brady we used to mess around at the wrestling tournements and in the wrestling room I would always try to beat you in skate but it never worked. We didn't really hang out that much but when we did i always would think to myself I wish you were my brother and that you were the coolest. Rest in peace Brady I love you man

Brady i just really wish i would have got to meet you in person. the day this happened was the day i left douglas after i found out no matter what you were hurting for i will always love you and you will always be in my heart. But it will never ever be the same here in douglas you made this town so much fun and you made it to where everybody wanted to be here cause you was the one person that everybody wanted to hangout with because no matter who you was around you always acting like yourself you never changed your attitude for anyone. and now watch over your family and please watch over casey and kelsey love ya brady make some good out of this and go skate and listen to your heavy metal!!! love ya brady R.I.P we all miss ya buddy love ya.

I wish I could take everything back. I never stopped caring about you, no matter how I acted. I'll never forget you. And I'll always love you.

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

i didnt know you .. my dad says i did but i dont remember that was forever ago.. but i am sure ur haven a hell of a time in heaven an ur probably tellin everybody to stop crying.. an i hope u live it up in heaven like u did down here on earth.. there is a reason why you took ur life noone will ever know why u did it.. nobody knew why you were hurting but u knew why u took ur life.. well i hope u rest in peace.. an i hope for all the people that made ur life hell.. they realize wat they done ...

u should have fricking called me u prick aahh. but man i cant believe ur gone this is fast its like u were here, alive and well and then the next ur gone. glad we got close again bro but idk how im gonna make it through this. but the thing is man now that ur gone is everyone that dissed on u regrets it an im glad they do. i miss u man u have no idea i wish i couldve helped u more cuz im regreting it now and its to late.

I love u brother always

As yesterday and today came and went, this is starting to become real to me. And I don't want to believe it. But I won't say goodbye. Because I know that one day I will see you again. And until that day, I will always be thinking about you, and how you changed my life for the better. I love you. And I miss you immensely.

Hey Brady. Even though we didnt really talk much, i want you to know that you will deffinately be missed. I loved cheerin you on in past years in wrestling. it was fun to be able to get a front row seat to your matches. i even cheered loud for you when you had to wrestle against my own cousin from rawlins..by the way he was really sorry to hear about what happened. you had a lot of talent and drive. its weird to think i wont be seeing you around school with your massive headphones around your neck anymore. but i hope your in a better place, we all do. we will miss you Brady. Have fun skating it up in heaven.

R.I.P.

I didn't know you at all. I had just met you for the first time Monday, and I know we both said things we didn't mean and I wish I could take them back. I had no idea what you were going through, wish I would have been there for you. You sound like a pretty awesome guy and someday I hope I get the chance to find out for myself. I hope you are in a better place now than you were Monday and Tuesday. We all are crying for you and miss you already.

Watch over your family and friends right now, they really wish you were here. Luv ya Brady

You were such a cool guy.. It's sad what happened... :(

Hey brady, will always miss you, wish we could still skate together. Love you man

i miss you so much brady! u have no idea! you will never be forgotten!

Brady, you have no idea how many people are crying for you down here. Everyone, even those who barely knew you are still crying. I barely knew you, and im regretting never getting too. I had so many opportunities to get to know you.. I guess all i can do is wait. RIP BMP

hey. I knew you. we hung out. when i hear, i about die. i alway like you from the start. you are very kool. i saw you and your brothers riding birtbikes. you are very good, i wish you could see how many people wont you back. they never wonted you to leave. but i gusse what ever you were thinking before you did it, we all understand. i know you got this alot be you really really love you. i hope your brothers are ok. i no they looked up to you. kelsey always said i wont to be just like you. i no you are looking down reading all of these and you are trying to say i love you to everyone that wrote in this. i no life can be hard but man we know you didint mean to do what you did but you were probly strested. but man do we really miss you. but we will never for get you. you are in my heart for ever and ever. i wish you could get a second chance. we all need them. you justed never got it. so man when i die i wish to see you again. this will never be goodbye you can never say goodbye to someone you truely love. It just hard. it hard on everyone. so R.I.P i love you!!!!

Brady we used to mess around at the wrestling tournaments and in the wrestling room I would always try to beat you in skate but it never worked. We didn't really hang out that much but when we did i always would think to myself I wish you were my brother and that you were the coolest. Rest in peace Brady I love you man

R.I.P. Brady Patterson

you wont be forgotten

i didnt know

you as well but i know you

were a nice guy and you are my sis' ex so

ya if you are reading this

i hope you remember the

Aikeys,Speeces and Westbys

and again

Rest.In.Peace

see ya in another life

bye

I will miss you so much Brady! you have no idea! we had some really fun times! =( I just wish you were still here with us! you will be in our prayers! watch over us and keep us safe! WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH

R.I.P

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

i will always miss you buddy, you have been my friend for the past 3 years and i really appreciate it.

thank you for being a really good friend to me

R.I.P

AND IF YOUR GOING TO THE FUNERAL, WEAR LIME GREEN. me and brady have talked about what he wanted, so show your support and love

I never knew Brady, and I had never said two words to him in my entire life. But although I never knew him, it feels like my normal day life isn't normal anymore. What Brady did effected everyone, and now we all have to live with it. I'm really close friends with his cousins and they're having a really rough time. He'll never know the hurt he caused, but I hope he's at peace.

May God be with you Brady.

god bless you

Brady, idk bout all these people that say they know you, but me u and huey where ur best friends, and u where ours. i remember when you would come to my house early saturday mornings and wake me up to go skate and i would be so frickin mad at you, but we would skate and have fun and all that shit. i just wish i could have known those days where numbered man. you where the only friend i have ever had that NEVER EVER CHANGED. you stayed you no matter what, and i just wish i would of talked to you more and stayed in close contact. God i miss you so much dude and i cant stand this life with out you. how ever bad it got it would of gotten better man, i swear to God it would of. i would go to hell and back a million frickin times to bring you back, or even chill wit you one more time. i cant stop crying you asshole, and i pray that God has mercy on your soul, cause you deserve heaven, more than anyone i know. i hope i see you again man, and just know your ALWAYS gonna be my best friend, no matter what. there will never be another person like you, and Holy shit i am never gonna be the same, your life was too short, and you deserve the best.

I love you with all my heart and i dont know how i am gonna get thru this with out you. Love you with every part of my life.

R.I.P Brady Marshall Patterson

+DIEING TO LIVE+

Brady, where do i even start. though i didn't know you for long, the couple months i knew you, were great. i'm very appreciative for having the chance to become friends with you. all of the times we spent, were some of the best days i had. one of the best days of my life was spent with you when we went to denver. that was an experience that will be drilled in the back of my mind forever. all of those hours of conversation will always play through my head. you're one of the most genuine people i have ever met, hands down. i didn't have the chance to know you very long but what i do know is that i loved the person you are. no words can express how much i will miss you. i know you don't like when people use your middle name so i'll just say that i love and miss you dearly brady patterson.

You were a good friend bro. I am glad you invited me to chill that one summer day and we got high as frick! I will remember you and your words of advice... its just to bad i had none for you. It was a rough time for you with your parents and all but dang bro i never thought it would come to this. Now i will have no one to listen to music with in ssr anymore =( Well brady this is goodbye for now but i will get to see you again in a different life. RIP BMP... i will miss you man.

I remember, you were in my 1st hour our sophomore year. Never really even talked. But during fair, you called me and asked to hang out. You had to ask a million people to get my number, but you got it. and how, you remembered me and wanted to hang out with me out a million people i do not know. But from there on we became friends. I miss talking to you. You were a great guy. I really wish I could have gone to the track when you asked me to go to Casper with you. I wish I could have hung out with you more.

You have a lot of people who love you and will miss you. You will be remembered. and there will be many that will skate in remembrance of your name.

Rest In Peace. Love you and Miss you.

Ah I remember when we were all in Lander at that nasty Chinese restaurant and you ate that fish tail and your face was so frickin' reddd. haha good times. God I wanna punch you so hard right for what you did.. but I love&& miss you Brady.

all though i didnt really no you it stillmakes me sad to think of you. this town is nothing with out you and i wish u were still here! i love ya bro!

Ill Miss you man. We will never forget u. The world is worse off without you.

i didn't really get to know Brady, but from what i did know and saw of him, he was a great guy. i cried when i heard.. so that's gotta say somethin.i've been told we shouldn't mourn peoples death, but celebrate their life.. but when one is taken too soon, you just cant help it. You're missed terribly Brady! R.I.P

Sorry i didn't get to know you that well, i remember seeing you in the halls a couple of times flanked by more friends than i could count. I said hi to you a few times but thats about it. Although i don't reside in the town of douglas anymore i still feel the grief, though not as much as some others. It's now a personal goal of mine to find you and know you better when my time comes.

R.I.P.

Brady P.

douglas is a sad place without brady. your loved man.

Brady Marshall Patterson i love you and miss you and wish everyone that knew you the best love ya brady

I will miss you brady i may have only been in your life since friday the day we met and then saturday when you asked me out but right now i can tell you that i miss you so much brady and i hope your reading this cause i really do miss you and wish that you wouldn't have done this. I just wish i could take back time and do something to be there with you. brady i love you and miss you may your family and friends take care and i wish your mom, dad and 2 brothers well. love ya brady

R.I.P

I didn't know Brady very well but when I met him a summer ago, I would of never guessed he was struggling this much. That summer was the first time I have ever really even spoken to Brady but he was always laughing at something. When he would arrive at work, completely bummed that he was there, he made it so much easier with his smiling and jokes. My prayers go out to his family. Brady, you were a great kid and you could make the world smile.

Rest In Peace buddy

You will always be in our hearts.

I'm sorry i never got to thank you for being a friend and being there for me. you are one of the greatest and most kick ass people i have ever met. you made a lot of people happy, even when you couldn't cheer up yourself. you are a god in many people's eyes. i hope your up in heaven watching us as we give you a tribute in our own ways. ill see you again soon and we'll hang out, just like we used to. if you can look at the skate park and see christine's and i's masterpiece. you would love it.

i will never forget you

R.I.P

Brady

We'll all miss ya bro

R.I.P. Brady Marshall Patterson...we all love you more than anything....we all miss you sooo bad and love you....you are not really gone you are still in everyone's heart and always will be.....and we will alll be there for your family whenever they are in need........we all will remember the fun times wwe had together and the jokes you liked to share......thank you for the most fun ever.......I HOPE HEAVEN IS AMAZING!!!! I LOVE YOU BRADY MARSHALL PATTERSON!!!!!

i luv you brady and miss you dearly

R.I.P

Brady Marshall Patterson

B.M.P

Hope heavens great

i love and miss you so very much brady.

you wre a good wrestler

Brady hey dude hope life up in the clouds are great im sure it proberly better then down here huh? hope so. But i just wish you were still down here with us and all your friends and especially your family. Just promise to watch over Kelsi and Casey. They are in a world of lost. As well as your mother and father and all your cuzins and aunts and uncles. Even though i didnt no all that much about you brady i have heard alot of great shit about you brady and it breaks my heart to see you gone. But u always be in my heart and i will always love you me and christine and tasha are friends now and i hope you can see the skate park i was there with christine and tasha but they did all the work hope you like it.

R.I.P

love always Brady

Hey Brady i know that i only knew you for a short time but i wished that i could of known you longer. But i guess getting to meet you that day in the hall when i asked Clayton "who is that" "he's so hot" clayton yelled at you and said she likes you. That was the beginning. My life turned around more then you will ever know. That friday that i spent with you in your fricken hugh ass Red truck crusin around was fricken awsome and that spin the bottle belt was so PIMP. Its really hard for me to know that you arent here anymore its hard for me to face the facts that your really gone. Im going to miss your crazy cute little laugh and your crazy smile (when you did smile) I almost got my ass kicked for you Brady i would go to the end of the world and back for you. Its so fricken hard to talk about you when i really do want t but i dont want to start cryin. You had goin for you Brady i just dont understand y you did it. You were going to graduate next year you were almost there just one more year and a half that all. But i am so fricken thankful i met you when i did, but i wish i was there to save you i am so sorry Brady i love you so much and i always will and i cant wait to see you again. We will see each other one day I Promise. But for now R.I.P. Brady Marshall Patterson. You will always be in my heart and in christines. I bawled my eyes out for you man. Plz just watch over your family especially Kelsi and Especially for Casey.

R.I.P B.M.P.

Love You forever

hey brady! i know we never really got a chance to talk all that much which is sad because now i will never get a chance to. maybe in the future? everyone here misses you terribly. people are crying everyday, me included. i hope your in a better place and happier then usual. please watch over your family and friends and always know that we care. it sure is hard to get trough this since you meant so much to everyone! always remember that im thinking about you and will give you my prayers! R.I.P. Brady Patterson.

Oh yeah. i forgot something. i talked with dalton and he misses you more than you can imagine. he was always your bro, and mine. i'm more than happy/grateful that we met thru dalton. miss you love you!

always, christine

hey Brady you were a good friend and i will never forget you! Thanks for being a friend.

R.I.P. Brady M. Patterson!! :(

Hey Brady i miss u a lot u were the best friend any one could ever ask for i remember all the good times we had together i wish u never had to leave so soon but i guess your in a good place now we all love you and miss you you will never be forgotten you will always be in my heart.

R.I.P. Brady M. Patterson. you will be missed a lot!!! :(

We never really got to talk much, but i hope your in a better place than this shit hole. And my prayers go out to your family. Rest In Peace

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

R.i.p. Brady you'll be missed greatly.

R.I.P. Brady Patterson

You Are Missed!!

hey i know i never got to know you really well, but i did hang out with your brother. i know this is a really hard thing for everyone to go through, but i know that you are in a better place seated with God. i'm glad that i got to have 2 classes with you because you always spoke your mind no matter what the subject. please watch out for your family and guide your brothers. i know you will let your family know you are ok. you will be missed by everyone.

I didn't ever really know Brady, i said hi to him a few times but other than that, we never talked much. But, I know, right where his family is at, i lost my brother last month - the pain is something that most people can't comprehend. but, i hope that his family can find comfort in knowing that somewhere else in this town there is a family going through the same thing they are, rest in peace brady

You'll Be missed

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

Brady was a really good friend wand he will never be missed.

those lifesavers...i'm glad you ate them not me..you will be missed by all.

rest in peace.

God Brady. We miss you so much we all can not wait to see you once again someday. I know your here with us walking down the halls an laughing at all of the stupid things we say and will do. You are horribly missed and always will be. Your so amazing and I really wish you were here to make more memoris with all of us.

You touched so many people you would never guess. we are so lucky to have met you in this life and get to experience the things we did with you. Stay stong hun we will be with you once again. Promise. Keep your head up an a eye on your family.

we all love you

Rest in peace!!!

Always N Foverer

hey hey hey broha hope ur having fun

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

Ive known You Sence i 6th grade. We dated the entire year. I know it was so long ago but i will never forget you. I will miss you sooo much you have no idea!

Brady, I never talked to you before. I saw you in the halls and stuff, but I never really said hi. Knowing now that you are gone, it is crazy that I never got to know you. You seemed like a pretty nice kid. I hope you rest in peace and I hope your family keeps you in their hearts the way they remember you. God be with you, and may peace be with you.

Brady,

Thank you for all the help that you have given me...your the greatest friend that another friend could ask for... i wish i had more time to talk with you...thank you so much brady i will cherish you forever... no matter what any one else has said you will always hold a very special place in my heart!

Thank You Brady Patterson

R.I.P

Love,

Kristina Berto

Braidy you were a great guy im so sorry that you felt you had to take your life to be happy. If your reading this you know that Braidy killed himself of March 17th. I would just like to say nothing in the world is that bad. No matter how bad life is for you the people you love will always be there for you. The worst thing you can do is leave your friends when they need you. Please think of this when you are going through tough times. God Bless.

Brady, you are a freaking good kid man. Love forever.

I miss you so much

I didnt know you all that well i knew who you were and i knew you seemed to be a really shy person who never got in anyones way. You will be missed. R.I.P. Brady. I wish you could see the hurt in everyones eyes and how gloomy it is here with out you.

Even though you kicked my ass i will always remember you as a good guy. you will always be remembered. Rest In Peace Brady M. Patterson

Hey dude. i hope you know you are missed by all and loved by lots. even me. you were cool as shit, and you will always be in my heart. i hope you can see the skate park. Tasha and i did it for you. peace out, love you

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

I am scheduled to get some new ink spring break and it will be BMP with a zero skateboard underneath. It will be placed on my back in loving memory of my pal brady. Watch over us bro... may your soul rest in eternal peace.

I didn't exactly know ya but i did get the privelege to meet you couple years back... hanging out with phil and daph. There are people who have an incredible impact on others and their lives, and i can definitely say that you were one of those great people who did. R.I.P. Brady!

Brady, we never were the close friends everyones says and wishes they were with you. I got to see you your happiest not to mention your saddest but i think everyone will agree and say we miss you and we never really saw all the happiness you brought to this school till it was to late i can honestly say you were loved dearly through out this school and community we wish you happiness. we will all be seeing you later on bud. stay strong till then. this isnt goodbye brady marshall patterson its see you later

R.I.P

There is a purpose for everything, a reason another life is lost. I never knew how close a little town could be until i seen the hurt in everyones eyes yesterday morning. some knew brady better than others and I did know quite a bit about this young man. i knew where he was at and if it want for him i wouldnt have been as happy as i was. loosing brady was like loosing a best friend. He was very close to certain people and nobody should be to blame we all want to blame someone, its human nature, but if we keep blaming eachother, it will not stop. The only person who will ever know why? is brady until we are all in that great big open sky together. NOBODY will EVER forget this young man he's still alive in our of our hearts, and this happening will give us a new prospective on life its self. everyone will be touched by this because he is now another missing peice of the ever lasting puzzle. and another why? how or what if? but we all must learn from this and this will for sure bring us together. We all love you brady young and old and you will be alive and well and walking down those halls with us.

Until we meet again

Rest in great peace.

now skate your ass off up in that big sky.

Anonymous

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

We all miss you and you will never ever be forgotten. I'll miss hanging out with you Brady.

Goodbye for now and Love u

R.I.P

Well Brady we didn't hang out much but the few times we did were great. There was one specific time we did that i will never forget, but who honestly forgets their first time (please Brady just one more bowl, or maybe 3). It felt like we were together for hours that night but after everything I realized it wasn't long enough. I will go back to the river in the same spot and will think about the great times we had there :). It won't be as fun with out you there laughing at me. I will miss you and pray for your family.

all i can say is you will never ever be forgotten and you will always be in everyones heart's forever...RIP Brady......you will be missed by many.

R.I.P. Brady. You will be missed.

We didn't know you too well personally, but you always sat at the table next to ours at lunch. The last time we saw you, you were at our table, because someone else had taken yours. We put our stuff down, and when we came back with our trays, you were gone. Just wish you could know that you could have sat with us anytime! Lunch isn't the same, and even though we didn't know you well, we miss you a bunch!

RIP Brady.

rest in peace, brady.

and know that you are missed by everyone.

even though we didnt talk much.. you missed so much! the only time we really talked was when we faught in drievers ed.. this is such an eye opener.. and it should be for everyone. RIP buddy.

I did not kno Brady very well.. I only saw him a few times and said hi... but still sad deal i cried but i kno it was way harder for the people that knew him. My prayers are with his Family and friends... RIP Brady

I didn't kno him very well but from what i've heard he seemed like a pretty awesome guy. RIP Brady

we all will miss you and you will always be in our hearts.

Sadly we never talked much, and I didn't get to know you very well . But listening to your stories that you would always tell in Mr. Gambles algebra last year were great times. You always had something funny to say, and were always joking around and messin' with people..but that's what made you you. You're a great kid and you're going to be missed TONS!! I'll see you later kid.

From running around at gymnastics together at the age of 2. to preschool and the long days at the skate park to the last journey down the bike path we took that night this last summer (by the way kami did get shit on) lol they are the best memories i couldn't ask for much more except for you to be here with us today doing it again. You were an amazing person never had enemies and never not joking or with that huge smile on your face. you were your own person and that person will be deep within many hearts and you will never be forgotten.Wish we would of spent more time together..this isn't goodbye this is just ill see ya later miss you BMP..RIP

Even though we only hung out a couple times you were fun n i still cried once i really realized you were gone. I'll miss 4-wheelin in the dunes @ glenrock n hanging out @ the junk yard haha RIP hope there arent any assholes where you are

Reading these comments that everyone has left just makes it more real. I don't want it to be real. I don't want you gone, no one does. All I can think of are the "what if's..." I cared for you more than you could have ever imagined. I always will, nothing will change it. I know that this isn't goodbye for I believe that we will see eachother again. I miss you so much and I just don't know what to do without you... You were my best friend, the one I confided in... with everthing. Wonderful, amazing, fantastic, loving, caring.. those are all words that come to mind when I think of you Brady Marshall Patterson. Rest in Peace. I miss you. I love you.

We may not of known each other very well, but wat i did know is that you are a very kind person.I just wish i could of got to know you better than i did. We will all miss you alot.

R.I.P.

Brady

i didn't know you that well, but i walked past you in the halls everyday. i never thought this would happen, but it has, and i still can't believe it. rest in peace mr. patterson. we'll be thinking of you.

I didn't know him very well but from what I did know is that he was a cool guy and will be missed.

First off I want to thank the person who made this! I had almost every other class with Brady and in those classes we would always chill and talk about crazy shit! We started to chill the beginning of the school year up until he got grounded. For those off you who did not know him he was awesome. And for those of you who did just remember him for who he was. I know Brady was a good kid and i know he is in a better place. I will defiantly miss him a lot but i am just glad i got to know him pretty good. RIP BMP. I will see you again some day bro. And we will hang out even more in the afterlife. Peace Brades.

You will be missed.

R.I.P.

I may not have talked to you very much, but you will be missed. I hope that you are free from your pain..

rest in peace bud. You were an awesome person.

Liz

I remember seeing you always talk to someone. You always seemed so damn happy. I wish we hung out more and i got the chance to know you better. Even though we went to school together, you always had a something to say to me.

You were always so chill, and everything rolled off your back. I remember sitting with you at lunch. You were always texting some one haha. I just wish you knew how much you ment to everyone.

Emily and i were talking about how we wish this was all a silly messed up joke, and you would walk through the high school doors laughing at us. I love you Brady... I really wish you just would have come to school yesterday.

We love you, and miss you dearly. Rest In Peace.... I'll See You Later On, And i Promise ill Give you a HUGE hug.

Even though I was just getting to know you, I thought you were an awesome guy, even though you didnt talk much. I'm gonna miss you, Rest in Peace Brady.

I'm going to miss you bud. I'm going to miss guitar-baseball, and drumhead frisbee. And certainly throwing marshmallows at passing cars. R.I.P. Brady.

Brady....

It has been forever sense I have actually had a conversation with you, but I can say that they were the ones I will charish the most.

your and AMAZING person and to those who didnt know him, you should have taken the time to get to know him. No matter how he was feeling he always tried to get a laugh out of someone.

Dont forget about all of us down here loving and missing you dearly.

forever N always in my heart!!!!!!!!!!!

Brady you were one of the most kick ass people i have ever hung out with. Funny smart and always lookin for the best in things. im sorry that people are assholes, you never deserved to get treated like you did. I remember cruisin with you and gerad just drivin around eatin cereal if you know what i mean lol. you were always there for me when i needed a shoulder, you were always there when i needed a friend. im sorry i wasnt there bro i love you to death forever and always man and one day ill see you again and we will hang out more. Brady i love you man your forever in my heart and on my mind, i miss you already but one day we will chill again youll see.

I love you man and i will never forget you.

You are being miss terribly from people who didnt know you at all, people who barley knew you and especially the people who knew everything about you and loved you. I dont know you that well, but i cried, im not sure why but i did. It made me think a lot about life and how precious it is and that it can be gone in amount of seconds. You obviously are going to be missed terribly.

Rest in peace.

Brady i will miss you alot...i wish i had the chance to tell you that you have helped me with what had been going on with me...i deeply regret that i didn't tell you...thank you brady....i will miss you

love,

Kristina Berto

You were very unique and will always be remembered in a great way! God Bless

I don't know how you can miss somebody that you never knew. And I guess I'll never know, but here it is.

I never met you, but I'd heard so much about you. Thought that maybe one day I could meet that pretty- close-to-high-school-famous Brady Patterson. But I can't know.

Anyway, we all miss you, Brady.

"Sleep now the untroubled, sleep of the angels."

I was in school with you for many years. And I didn't know you that well but from what I knew you were a cool person. Of what happen I have been thinking alot about things in life and things like this do happen. My prayers are for you and ur family. Rest in peace.

everyone is bummed man. you had a lot of friends that are gunna miss ya! ill never forget all the good times. ill see ya someday. love ya! RIP

I know that we never really talked at all but I wish we did. You meant alot to people and I wish you knew that. My mom worked with you at physical thoerpy and said that you didn't talk or smile much but she loved giving you a hard time. We will all miss you! RIP.

brady you were an amazing person and i will miss you dearly. we may of not hung out like i wanted but you were sweet and i just loved to see you smile. please rest in peace and watch over us. i miss you and i love you

brady, im gonna miss watching your wrestle man you were good and im gonna miss watching you race you were awesome at that too. Me and you had our differences and haha we wanted to fight but i wasnt going to cuz i have to much respect for you man. Im gonna miss those times playing you and your little brother in fooseball after school. just so you know i miss you everyone is gonna miss you bro. rest in peace you will never be forgoten....

We may not have hung out in a while but Brady I'm going to miss you and I love you. Your a great guy. RIP.

i know we havent hung out in a long time but i really miss when we did hang out and i will miss you forever. You are in my thoughts.

RIP

man we had a lot of good times together i just wish we could still chill like it used to be but we will for sure in the after life man ill see you again one day Rest In Peace bro

I may have not known you that long but once i met you i realized that you was an awsome kid brady we will always miss you RIP

i remember the first time we ever talked you told me

"i like your skinny jeans"

and just to let you know i am wearing them today just for you man

RIP

I didn't know Brady very well. I just knew him from tianna and bailey. But all the same I'll miss him. We should all take this as a lesson that this does happen. RIP Brady...

i remember the good times we had. for instance, the park, the motocross track, the middle of no where. we had some great times and i miss you so much. i wish you could still be here with us. you were one of my greatest friends. you were someone anyone could talk to. i sure miss you.

love ya man,

tasha

Brady, I didnt know you personally. I barely knew you at all.. but I cried. I wish I could have known you so much better than I did.

The first time we met, i knew you were such a good person. We would totally skate together, by the way my brother totally approved of you. You were the first person that I told about my problem. You were there for me, I just wish i was there for you. I wish I had gone to flyleaf with you, I wish I hung out with you when you asked, I wish I had talked to you more this year. I wish everything was ok. You'll always be in my heart, and I'll always love you. ...r.i.p.

Man i'll always remember you and wish could still be here with us, ill always remember the stories you had for us and the jokes. I'll see you someday in the after life bro. Love ya man,

Rest in Peace

Sanderson

We may not have talked so recently but we have definitely had fun times in the middle school. I'll always miss and remember you.

ill miss you bro. all the fun times we skated together

I wrote this to get some prospective on things. It helped me out, and I'm hoping that by posting it maybe it can help someone else out, too. I didnt know Brady that well, but I still feel it, though i admit not nearly as strong as some of you do. But its still there. I still cried.

Before you read this i want to say two things. First, make sure to read the WHOLE thing. If you stop in the middle then i'll sound like the biggest dickhead douchebag in the world, so please read it all. And second and most importantly... Rest in peace, Brady Patterson. We all love you and miss you. Our thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.

What is life? what does it all mean? Why are we here? Our thoughts; nothing more than chemical reactions running through our brains at millions of miles an hour. A heart, no more than a muscle pumping sticky red liquid through our bodies. That's all we are. A huge blob of tissue and bones controlled by chemical and electrical reactions in our brains and muscles.

So when this kind of stuff happens, why am I sad? A series of chemical reactions is now gone from this earth.

Why should I feel bad about it?

Because a soul is much more than that. The soul controls those reactions. The soul controls those thoughts. The soul controls those tissues. And every soul feels the void that loss of a soul close to it leaves. Whether you knew him well or not. Whether you loved him or hated him, if you knew him at all, you know you cried. Or at least you know your eyes teared up. Mine did. And if it hasn't happened yet, when it finally sinks in, It will.

But the real question is this... Why? I like to think his soul lives on even though it no longer resides in this flesh and bone world. So shouldn't I be happy? Happy that his soul is now free of its human constraints, able to roam the universe, doing what it pleases? Shouldn't I try to celebrate his life instead of mourning his death? All of these are logical conclusions, conclusions someone from the outside would say I should make. But I can't. Not fully. Sure, we can celebrate his life. Yes, I'm ecstatic that his soul his free. But there's still a void. One that cant be filled. A special spot in my soul, reserved for one person.

Rest in peace, Brady Patterson. We will miss you.

R.I.P Brady, you were such a great friend and i'm gonna miss your cute funny laugh. You will forever be in my heart.

i miss you already man. you're gone but never forgotten. R.I.P

R.I.P you are missed

I miss you so much. I will never forget you. You will always be in my heart. Forever. I'll never forget all the good times we had together. R.I.P Brady.

r.i.p brady You will be missed bro.

R.I.P. Brady

R.I.P bud. You will be missed and will be in our hearts and prayers.

Brady, you will be missed. We will always remember you.